ashes ashes we all fall down

ashes are really grinding my gears right nah.
they keep flyin into my eye as if they belong there and THEY DONT CAUSE THEY HURT LIKE A MOTHERFOCKER. and i know my lungs have been seriously damaged..fine i wont be a dramaqueen, minor damage.
school is cool
and i'll leave it at that capiche?

anyways moving on to important worldy news...im getting so annoyed of jon from jon&kate+8. how much more selfish can he get?? even though kates sucha bitch, he was given the responsibility of 8 friggen kids and whether he wants to be or not he's going to remain their father for life so why abandon them at a time when they're at the peak of their childhood HAH? HAH?? ANSWER ME JON. enough with this "midlife crisis" you're not the only one going through this "phrase" but you're just going overboard. stop acting like you're in college again with your bimbo slut and take off your little diamond studs and do your part as a father.

answering time

#1
oh soo i have a crush on michelle park.. do u knw her? tell me about her yea?
oh gawd do i know michelle park? DO I KNOW MICHELLE....dont do it man dont do it! that little drum playin,guitar playin, some band instrument playin,basketball playin,blog addict girl with the silent laughter and natural double eyelids is so effing..











cool =)
but not really
but i mean its your choice...weirdo
hahha justkidding MICHELLES A SWEET THAANG, KINDA WEIRD BUT A SWEET THAANG. go flirt your ass off =)
and if this was michelle who asked the question, you're gay! hehehe

#3
how do you feel when people 'copy' you
"You know what? Imitation is the most sincere form of flattery, so I thank you."
-Dwight K. Schrute

i feel like i've been robbed...in a way. but its not like i dont copy others myself. i think everyones copied someone in someway at sometime. i just hate it when they copy it and dont even bother to change it up and add their own personal touch to it.

#4
what annoys you the most (to be specific, about BOYS)
mann i was thinkin of paige's voice during egyptian war but then you said about boys soo i dont really know what to say anyore HAHA justkiddin paige =)
lets see...uhhh i havent really thought about this afore hmmm i guess....well...hmm..well maybe..nahh..hmmm....i think for me boys are equally annoying as girls. by that i mean that it doesnt really matter what the gender is but boys and girls can share the same annoyances like..DUDE IDK...ok ok ok i got it. i'll be specific just for you.
but i just wanna add that i dont get annoyed very easily.
annoying things about boys:
-when they start talking to you via text or aim or whatever and they. wont. stop. talking.to.you.
(but some girls do that too)
-when they dont eensah (bow down) to my mom
-when they call me bitch but usually eddies the only one who says that. -_-eddie's ass <--*kick* -when they flirt with other girls at the same time they're flirting with me
-when they're hot as hail but they're taken as hail too
-when you start to like them and then cant stop thinking about them
-when they go for looks
-when they dont text back
thats all i can think of

#5 if you can become anybody you wanted to be [that you know], who would you be?
hmm thaz a good question
i think this question will compliment many people so get ready
sometimes i wish i was vanessa because her moms so chill and her eyes are so big and ethnic and her humors so contagious
sometimes i wish i was vivian because her personality is so good
sometimes i wish i was karen because shes so determined and stands for what she believes in
sometimes i wish i was crystal because she got hookups and connections and she has sucha outgoing and outreaching personality
sometimes i wish i was katherine because her family seems so perfect and shes so lovable and bubbly yet smart
sometimes i wish i was emily nakama cause shes so dang good at swimming and shes like born to swim
sometimes i wish i was vivian dewong cause she has the funniest personality and life is like a teenage movie with her
sometimes i wish i was mandy cause shes frickin smart and ballin and tall and skinny
sometimes i wish i was kane cause she has all this cute shit from taiwan and she dances oh so well
sometimes i wish i was one of the guys cause they can go out and hang out anywhere
sometimes i wish i was karan cause her view on life is so unique and her house smells like fresh laundry
sometimes i wish i was my brother because hes so friendly and makes everyone smile and his life is set
sometimes i wish i was julie cause her life seems so comfortable
alright im done
lesson here is caroline wishes to be alot of people
those were just some people that came to mind

#6
do you think youre pretty?
yeah im pretty.
pretty ugly.
weeeeell i try to be confident but not cocky.my self-esteem these days is at a solid 7 out of 10. during the summer it was like a 10 outta 10 but i think im over my shallow hal days and im trying to look at beauty as not just skindeep but you gotta have a beautiful soul!! listen to jesse mccartney guys, hes deep heh jk.

oh shit its 12:30 and i got zero period. PEACE OUT