K.O.

eventful day but im too tired to go into it. i wanna ZZZZZ

start over

i need to start changing the way i live...or rather i need to start living

period talks

i finally made a tumblr to make crystal happy
i think i made this blogspot because of crystal too..damn crystal stop influencing me! drugs are bad mmkay? bahahaaa but now i gotta start aall over with tumblr cuz i dont know SHIT besides posting stuff but i wanna make it all purty and whatnot so im gonna use blogspot until i figure this tuuuumblr out.
ok well despite what i said down thurrr i do have a weight loss resolution. iono if its cuz im on my period right now but i feel fat..I AM FAT. WAHHHH jk i dont get that moody but i did have the worst cramps today. hahaha UGHHHH i hate waiting for the person that i think is cute to sign off so i can sign off. and yes i am a fan of that on fb haaaaaahaaaaa ughhhhhhhhhhhhh i feel like im slowly returning back to my old self. ok fresh start starting now
hey im caroline park
damn i cant even sign off cuz im receiving the chem video from vivian. mmk its almost done 85%. anywaaays yes i think this is my period talking but oh well HAHA wtf i am seriously acting retarted right now. i hate periods I HATE IT. damn the devil! damn the devil to hell! hahaha bejeweled is so funny not the game im talkin bout the movie bejewled with brandon fischer or whatever his name is. i totally guessed his name right there so if its right WOOHOO and elizabeth taylor mmhm remembered her cuz she was FINE haha jk actually i thought her deep husky voice with her british accent all up on it was more of a turn off then a turn on. but yeah anyway watched it for the 4950345 time at vanessas when i slept over, we watched jennifer's body too which was of course stupid. didnt expect it to be good but actually the beginning was okay then it just got crappier and crappier. ok 96%
ahhhhhhhhhhh i wish i can just FAST FORWARD to senior year right now with my dream college (whatever it is) all ready to go with some full ride scholarship =) i wanna sleep today and wake up to senior year. sigh i need to go play.
hopefully this week passes by real quick. oh shit wait theres finals then. ok hopefully the next two weeks passes by super fast.
actually i miss my friends and seein those friendly faces. I LOVE YOU GUYS
i am so moody right now
PEEEEEEEEEEACE

dayton vs. anderson

Unlike the adults who worry about the time, Olive goes to him and says nothing; she lays her head on his shoulder and wraps her arm around him. They sit in silence for a moment and Olive asks nothing more from Dwayne, but only seeks to comfort her brother in his loss.

i think the dates a perfect title for this one, so i'll leave the title alone. i dont consider having bad years or good ones because well i dont really remember everything that happened. i can barely remember what i did last weekend. not to be pessimistic but i expect every year to have more adversities and afflictions then those brief moments of pure happiness and satisfaction. like i've said to some, i dont have anything specific in mind for a complete new year 360 but just the usuals, focusing on God more, becoming more studious, no more boys, basically prioritizing my life. no weight loss resolutions for me, instead of the dread of dieting, i get to anticipate the excitement of water polo -__- i guess its a pretty fun sport and i love my teammates but it takes up so much of my time and energy. i've started the first day of this year waking up at 5 in the evening but i made up for that by starting my essay. ahh shit i just realized that its officially day two of 2010 haha dammit im like 5 minutes late. UGHHH oh well just pretend its january 1, 2010. anyways im trying to keep my goals plain and simple so here they are:
stay on track with school and rebuild my relationship with God
my grades arent up to my expectations, not that they ever were, and i dont even know where my bible is so...yeah its going to be a pretty long year.
as long as im in highschool, new years are all the same to me. just another year passing by until i get to actually live my life. after watching little miss sunshine for the millionth time today, i realized how much i hate california, we really are superficial. this is why im about to snuggle into my snuggie and go to sleep in my nice, warm bed, wanting to go shopping tomorrow morning to add to my overfilled closet not caring about those who sleep in the streets tonight, wanting just a simple meal tomorrow morning. i'd like to add one more to my long list of resolutions:
start caring.
"Each man should give what he has decided in his heart to give, not reluctantly or under compulsion, for God loves a cheerful giver."
2 Corinthians 9:7

2006

oh gad the awkwardness of sixth grade

2007

i LOOOOOOVED 7th grade.


wynnies bday


i spy mumble hehehe


field day peein on the wall pose


retreat


moochachas est.07

2008

disneyland with the C period orchestra haha fun---->


sleepovers


FIELD DAAY


i spy mumble again...


dude so many pictures i wanna post =(


i cant find the 6th grade picture =(


countless bathroom pictures


gaaad my hair was so gross


maan i loved the afterschool of middle school if yanno what i mean


i always thought this picture was cool


at knotts


hahahalooween


i believe this is moannas shitty cam


ericaca


back when i actually made collages...

"lams & cows" HEHE


milkshake


PROMOTION DANCE LAAWL


when we didnt wear any makeup












dude..graduation from the 8th grade HAHA damn


haha vincent when he was cute



after grad swimming

2009

i thinkk this was beginning of 9th grade





i think i've posted a blog with all these mac pictures so only this one

hollerween

freshmen girls

the only picture i took at retreat haha