All I want is the best for our lives my dear

Gratitude
one thing im positively thankful for is Beirut
i go to him when i wanna get away from the "good vibes" overplayed again and again. im still waiting for the day when i'll hear nantes on the radio, but for now im thankful that there is still hope for this thing we call music.

-God in my life
-family
-friends and lovers
-church
-school
-prosperity
-health
im thankful

Love
everyone around me seems to be having relationship problems..honestly im not one to be giving advice but i try my best to help resolve issues in any way possible. if you do end up asking me to play oprah you should expect the most blunt insight from me so in the words of Chance from I Love New York, "dont cry dont cry". LOL but seriously these difficulties are inevitable come relationships, and they wont just go away so its better to face your demons together and be brutally honest. it'll hurt to try but at least it'll induce a more faster resolution so you guys can be lovebirds once again and make everyone throw up with your pda =)

people keep saying that if you stop looking, love will find you. i've been complying with this for months now, even years but gaad some guys just lack the initiative to do shit. why do i have to do all the work?? hehe OMIT

School
i cant take school seriously. omg i've been staring at the word school for so long that its starting to look weird. but yeah i cant wait till college when i'll be more free and it wont be so damn routine.

swagger

i fall in love everyday
like the raspberry strudels i just found on my kitchen table that looked so unappetizing and cheapo but when i bit into its sugary goodness..yeah i fell in love
and like HIM with his smile that can light up this whole town but i havent seen it in a while since she brought you down HAHA i soo didnt mean to quote taylor swift right thurr but whateves, gotta put silva's quote integration skills to use somehow.

hmmmm what to say.....hmmmmm.....ummmmm...uhhhh...lets see...hmm...oh...wait..hmmm...
yeah iono im never in a blogging mood. ooh speakin of moods
my current mood is effing sleepy but i dont want to sleep because i have to wake up for tutor at 9...IN THE MORNING. hail no i say, haaaaail no.
i think im goin to knotts tomorrow though w/ my broho, cuzbuz, and michael. haha i have no name for him..broho's amigo? ANYWAYS MOVING ON
gaad this is such a lame ass entry, i think i should just shutup and sleep
BUT NO i aint done. =)
hmmm i was just gonna do a survey but i couldnt find any good ones =/ i guess i'll do those number-people thingiemajigga

ahem..
1. OMIT
2. stay gold ya'll
okay enough of that

im pooped. this entry is a FAIL.
now for some parting words..make it a good day or not,the choice is yours
PREACH IT KEATING
hehe justmrskeating
i miss middle school, seooo fun and pointless
mmkay gonna bounce!
xoxo, gossip girl

(crystal jina lee) picture turned out cutes

november inspiration

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i wanna get back into art. i've been lazy

dear dumb diary

my human geo book is laid out in front of me as i write this
all this crap is basically anthropology and the idea of it intrigues me, but another part of my dumb brain distracts me to do something completely different and irrelevant like oh i dunno WRITING THIS BLOG. -_-
i've been pretty lazy with this, but blogspot is pretty much dead as roadkill so im only writing to myself. theres alotta new things stirrin up inside my little head so i guess i'll spill a few beans. sigh lets get this over with yeah?

Dear Dumb Blog,
so my tiny, little dream of going to Berkeley has been crushed into a million little pieces after realizing that they care more about your GPA than SAT scores and other extra curriculum. theres a really slim chance of me being able to get straight a's this semester with current grades of A,A-,B-,C+,UNKNOWN,C-,and another A. hah...hah...hah. i really cant call myself an asian anymore. i know im focusing on stupid shit instead of my studies but i cant slap myself hard enough to get back on track. i should be thinking about GRADES,TESTS,STUDYING,AND PRACTICES but what im really thinking about are BOYS,BOYS,BOYS,MAKEUP,CLOTHES,MUSIC, AND BEJEWLED.
bejewled is my crack these days, i think the sound effects is what really gets to ya. current score: 129,500. oh wow while i was checking my score i saw michelle just get the 250K medal. i must beat her now. ok i need to wrap this up and study chem and human geo at least until 11:30. mmmm water polo tryouts are this friday and monday, i still need to get my physical done! i've been procrastinating that little 20 minutes time at the doctor's since like january of last year. what else is new...well i have a teeny new crush on someone, but its not gonna go anywhere. believe me. i have the worst luck with boys that i actually like or have a crush on. WHATEVER. i dont have time for this!
GOOD DAY LA

BORED

on the verge of making a tumblr, but i'll probably abandon it like my xanga.