the grudge

i cannot stand people who hold grudges for no apparent reason.
you're only burdening yourself with a problem that's already been solved
and to put on an air that you're completely okay with me when you deliberately show others that you're obviously not is plain stupidity.
be a fucking man and rub some dirt in it
you're the #1 douche bag as far as im concerned.
enemies my ass.

but im fine, i'll kill you slowly with kindness.
i mean..what?

='[

peace out mike.
1958-2009

i was watching the 3rd season of the office and laughing my ass off at Kevin Cooks Stuff In The Office and julie texts me with the newzz. =/
told my mom and she freaked out more than me.
watched channel 7 news and texted my brother then called vanessa and karen.
i cant believe we lost bernie mac and michael jackson in barely 2 years.
speakin of celebrities i think i saw one at LAX two nights ago i was getting into my car and there were flashes and me being the dumbass i am thought it was lightning and just went inside the car and my dad says i think theres a celebrity or somethin and i stick my head out the window and see the back of this tallass guy in a blue sweater holding onto this short woman and theres about 4 paparazzi men crowding around them and their whole entourage. im thinkin it was a basketball player or a not so famous short actress.
new york blog comin right up.


RIP Michael Jackson =/

Rock With You - Michael Jackson

i'd love to stay but

i should...yeah i should pack.

insomnia

Last Saturday Before Summer School.
yeah so last night i suffered insomnia and it led to me thinking about random shit about people, places, things to do, and even an overview of my life.

thought #1
you know, i've always wanted to learn how to skateboard and just own it. like ryan sheckler status without the lazy eye. im hoping someone patient will teach me sooner or later and some day, maybe some day i'll actually save money to get myself a skateboard =]

#2
"if you keep up the way you're studying, you'll be at mountain sac anthony in 3 years...eat dinner." says mom [translated from korean]
and i've finally come to say amen to that remark. i dont agree with mt sac being entirely bad and its underrated, if you're planning to transfer. but i see myself at maybe pasadena art, but i dont know what to expect..im a sophmore now. i dont even really mind the "world ending in 2012" because im too damn lazy to even start my career. i'd rather go to heaven and talk to my aunt.

#3
i hate having insominiatic nights.

#4
i finally got over my fear of scenes from "The Uninvited".
that movie wasnt even that scary, but i kept imagining the dead mother crawling next to the bed and her rising in front of my bed post pointing and crying "murderer!" i hated that bitch for 3 nights.

#5
really gay, but i made up this scenario to try and help me fall asleep which epic failed but i'll post it up just for kicks.
all this takes place in harry potter's world and so im at the Weasley's house at the Burrow and i couldnt sleep so i went to Fred and George's room and asked them for a sleeping potion and then i got one out of this cabinet and i drank it. i actually swallowed my spit in place of the potion. haaaah!

i gave up on trying to sleep and decided to watch the sunrise. but i was too scared because i kept imagining right when i opened the curtains some thief or creepy guy would be right at my window staring at me. i keep thinking of all these scenarios that scare me. my mind's filled with trash&i want to wring it out like a sponge. instead i laid in bed and watched my room slowly fill with light. i heard my house waking up and fell asleep at around 7am to the voices of my parents. i woke up several times and fell asleep several times. i finally woke up at 1 to "hello, my name is Dr. Greenthumb.." [ringtone] b'cuz bestbud karan called me. started my day off with an "overview" of some people with her.

on a lighter note.
i made myself a sandwich to a quiet house and ate it while watching 50 most cutest child stars all grown up.

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at the house of julie

currently listening to a cause de garcons with da girls karan crystal julie michellepawwk
karan just said oooh lets dance!
julie just ate a peacan nut
and just laughed
and then karan laughed
and then julie laughed even harder
and then said WHAT THE HEECK
WHOS OSCAR CHAN?
omg i love jo yin jung or whatever korean actors
michelle is knocked out and staring at me on julies bed
they are gliding now
julie just said what??
uhh we ate some delish bday cake
"this is like a workout song" -karan
"cmon ladies 1234!"-crystal
lets do stretching! hana dul set nae!-julie
julie be our trainer!
AHHAHAHA-julie
CMON MICHELLE GET TO WORK! WE NEED SOME UHH JOB TO DO-karan
HAHAHA-kara&caroline
*karan&julie&crystal start exercising*
dude my stomach jiggles-karan
I SAID MY STUFF SHOWS LOL-karan
lets concentrate...pooping pooping-karan
dude can i wear pants under?-karan
,.yyeah-julie
I CANT FIT THIS-karan
YES YOU CAN-julie
you know all my sizes are weird i cant fit 1-5-julie
I HAVE TO TAKE OFF MY GRANNY PANTIES-karan
im not exclamaining or talking in capitals-karan
dude julie your breath smells like pee-caroline
NO ITS PEACAN IT SMELLS GOOD-karan
....-crystal
CAROLINE IS STUPID-karan
caroline is the coolest person-karan
you have some weird songs-crystal
i know-caroline
beep badad doop doop doop-caroline's song
*pokes caroline*lets learn dance moves-julie
BAI BAI.

^yeah so what that was all about is i guess...yeah i dont really know
like me and julie were supposed to write an entry together but i ended up just typing everything everyone was saying and doing at the time LOL michelle was sleepin her little head off so she didnt do much haha umm yup we watched 50 first dates and mr deeds so we had like an adam sandler marathong and we ate some good homecooked korean meal by mama keong and yep. we learned "1/20th" of the irony dance by wondergirlz by some black girl on youtube. it was good.

pictures provided by judy baaby whos a senior now!! cuhrrazy.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEAR CRYSTAL

we posed like that for the longest time cause judy couldnt get the perfect lighting -_-hehe

karan looks pretty in this picture and i like my hair in it =]

i look like someone smashed my face in

jewdee lee

if you look closely i have some food stuck in my teeth

TO:CRYSTAL FROM:CAROLINE

da birthday girl with her chopsticks

me and my cute faces

aand jenny haha random

what time is it?

say it with me now, SUMMERTIME. thats what time it is bitch!

holy shitzu we are finally done with all that school bullsheet.
i took my bio final + gee-imma-tree final and i just feel like i lost 69 pounds!
all the damn burden has been lifted off my man shoulders
freshmen year is finally over. this year has been a blur and pretty much to summarize, KRAP.
well theres been good memories and all that but yeaaah pretty boring year to start high school with. im just ready for this summer and im excited for it.

TO DO LIST FOR SUMMER 09
-NEW YOLK! for bro's graduation
-SUMMER SKOOOO which im ok with cause im just doin art but karen got fricken stupid maynard mayonaise whatever =[
-WATER POLO CAMP i am going to be toasted to negro level which i am ok with cause i got tofu skin so i need a little soy sauce
-NORTH KOREA..hehe not but really, KOREAAAA
everyones fricken going to ol korea, im only staying for 2 weeks but HOLLER. cant wait to load up on my fob clothes and other cheap shieet. oh and peace out to the ex-korean prez. nice one.

ahh im lovin' it.
so after schoo we all headed over to THE VILLAGE via mama phan and his grandma or filipino aunt or whatever and arrived at chickfillay which i did not want to eat at all because im tired of that chiggen man! so i bitched until vanessa came with me to go across the street to L&L and get some real food. man i hate jaywalking across that bigass street between the marketplace and the village. its like fricken suicide getting over that bitch. anyways we waited for veddy long time just for some rice and shrimp and galbi. we got blinded by this asian chick with thighs+legs the size of china and she was strutting around in her high heeled shoes like she was the queen of L&L or something.
yeah and i got my mama (hehe remember when we called food "ma-ma" when we were bebes? yea? no? maybe so? fine.) and went back to chickfillaah to eat.
after a filling meal we went to cvs (oh yea we=vivian,kathleen,vanessa,aaron,dale,eddie,paige THE BIRTHDAY GIRL HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABE!,patrick star,and some other peeps.)
and hung out for the longest time there, me and vivian checked out maxim's hot 100 to see if chelsea from chelsea lately was there cuz i swear shes on there, like number 80 or something. uhhh so yes. then we went to michaels to go around and touch everything and wear animal hats and almost buy candy dots and get frienship bracelets. i still want the nemo bracelet..stupid ed.
then went to bed,bath,and beyond to watch shamwow infomercials and lay on the beds and make our bracelets and we saw M TANG from M TANG PRODUCTIONS. and me and jason turned on the small ass amp and announced about how TIME IS VALUABLE. and that IT SHALL NOT BE WASTED hehe jp jason. um yeaa and then waited outside for mama dewong.
then we dropped kathleen off somewhere, dropped patricio,dale,and edward off at patricio's house. then went back to vanessa's house to chilll.
we (aaron vanessa and i ) (where the hail were you karen??) just stayed in the garage room and waited for vanessa for like 20 minutes to get the tv working for rock band but she epic fails. ended up watching hairy potter III then we stopped cause aaron was too pussy to watch the scary dementors haha jus plaayin. after we just talked, talked shit, and uhh talked. talked about creepy people, aaron and kathleen's thangy thang, people we like and want to do, ate some salted apples which tasted really weird and was like a kick in the mouth. talking about liking people and stuff kinda made me miss that feeling of having someone special, but idk im just chillin until someone gets the balls to make a move cause im too lazy to find someone =]. yep so i got home at like 6 and ate some seafood dinner with the family.
THATS ALL FOLKS.
make it a good summer or not, the choice is yours.
(that is from mrs keating my middle school principle so dont think i talk like that)
=] just saying.