i imagined it better but it looks nice and child-friendly
Friday, July 31, 2009
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
hawai'i
ish always beautiful.
i've been here since last friday and it seems like i've been here for weeks. im leaving tomorrow night and its pretty bittersweet to leave here. im staying with my other ohana relatives at the hokua(?) condo. its right next to the beach and on the 24th level so it has the most amazing view. if i look out the window right now i see shades of blue of the ocean and tennis courts galore and a borders bookstore and the streets. yep its aaaall good. i miss some people and i feel so lost in civilization and communication with everyone. i feel like everyone in LA are becoming best friends and im slowly becoming an outcast tehee. i've done a variety of things here uhhh nothing too related to tourism cause i did that shit two years ago. ughh..i hate touring. i liked this trip cause it was more personal and more casual and i got to experience the life of a local. ate garlic/spicy shrimp from a truck, nearly died from the warm but killer waves, swimming at the condo's pool brimming at the top with water,sunbathed on a comfy round chair thingiemajigger..(continued now at 7:55 before i was rudely interrupted by brother) ,watched the orphan which was more annoying than scary but ended up staying wide awake the entire night, ate ate and ate, lounging around, loitering around, dave&bustas is always fun esp. the trivia game. only thing i bought so far is a honolulu fire department tank idk why i bought that but it caught my aye. had a dream last night that karen hated me and i was devastated, dont remember the rest. uhhh i love spam.
im not in the mood to blahg but i need to post somethin so i post this.
that's all
i've been here since last friday and it seems like i've been here for weeks. im leaving tomorrow night and its pretty bittersweet to leave here. im staying with my other ohana relatives at the hokua(?) condo. its right next to the beach and on the 24th level so it has the most amazing view. if i look out the window right now i see shades of blue of the ocean and tennis courts galore and a borders bookstore and the streets. yep its aaaall good. i miss some people and i feel so lost in civilization and communication with everyone. i feel like everyone in LA are becoming best friends and im slowly becoming an outcast tehee. i've done a variety of things here uhhh nothing too related to tourism cause i did that shit two years ago. ughh..i hate touring. i liked this trip cause it was more personal and more casual and i got to experience the life of a local. ate garlic/spicy shrimp from a truck, nearly died from the warm but killer waves, swimming at the condo's pool brimming at the top with water,sunbathed on a comfy round chair thingiemajigger..(continued now at 7:55 before i was rudely interrupted by brother) ,watched the orphan which was more annoying than scary but ended up staying wide awake the entire night, ate ate and ate, lounging around, loitering around, dave&bustas is always fun esp. the trivia game. only thing i bought so far is a honolulu fire department tank idk why i bought that but it caught my aye. had a dream last night that karen hated me and i was devastated, dont remember the rest. uhhh i love spam.
im not in the mood to blahg but i need to post somethin so i post this.
that's all
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
where'd you come from?
i just noticed i have a dimple on my left cheek
the pho?
art can not get any more boring
self-portraits tomorrows
vanessa ditched me for judge judy and because "her body aches"
WEAK SAUCE RUB SOME DIRT IN IT =)
im so damn lazy that im starving myself because i dont want to make foooood all we have at home is eggs and bread and welch's jam. the rest is all mysterious unprepared ingredients to korean food which is useless to me cause i can barely cook an egg.
and didnt make it to water polo practice...again
and didnt clean/organize my room today...again
i saw kung fu panda again today and i laughed harder than the first time
"the furious five! you look alot bigger than your action figures...except you mantis..youre about the same"
hehhehe skidoosh.
the pho?
art can not get any more boring
self-portraits tomorrows
vanessa ditched me for judge judy and because "her body aches"
WEAK SAUCE RUB SOME DIRT IN IT =)
im so damn lazy that im starving myself because i dont want to make foooood all we have at home is eggs and bread and welch's jam. the rest is all mysterious unprepared ingredients to korean food which is useless to me cause i can barely cook an egg.
and didnt make it to water polo practice...again
and didnt clean/organize my room today...again
i saw kung fu panda again today and i laughed harder than the first time
"the furious five! you look alot bigger than your action figures...except you mantis..youre about the same"
hehhehe skidoosh.
Sunday, July 19, 2009
im in love with
SOOOOO GEWD
especially when its so hot that your skin sticks to your leather couches knowwhatimean??
my remedy to this hell weather
i've been living on mostly b-b-big icebars and sushi
i need to drink somoa water. i never drink even a full cup of water in a day and we need like what 8 cups?? i hate HATE arrowhead water though and sink water even with the purifier thing..it tastes suspicious. dasani water is ok i like evian too but my favorite water is FIJIIIII (mostly because of their bottle)
i already wrote a blog about water so yea deja vu for yuh.
it was another flamin hot cheetos day at church aaand yeah church was the usual. except how my plans failed one after another. first NRB then julies house then swimming then karans house then the mall. i swear me and crystal are cursed with a curse that wont let us hang out. that is NOT cool.
should i go to retreat? im not even sure if i can..i should though but strictly for God but thats the thing i only go for friends and to have fun =/ i've gotten so far from God. i dont even know what to say. He's not a part of my daily life except when i pray. i dont know what to do though and where to start. laziness is a big problem and my fear of being hypocritical is another. i keep pushing Him down on my priorities and it doesnt bother me as much as me not buying the earrings i wanted or not being able to go out. church has become more of a vacation than a place to learn and worship. it seems like im more focused on fellowship than worship. im scared to put more effort into God.
summer school all over again LAST WEEK THOUGH YAAY AND A YUHH!
i forgot my sketchbook and its due tomorrow and i need to color the shit out of it
~hwaiting! <---HAHA gaaaaay
-C
Friday, July 17, 2009
guess who
0. i want us to meet.
1. you are most definitely the weirdest person i've ever met.your whole family is just so different from any other family and yet i can relate to you. you've changed me from who i was back in middle school but i think its for the better. you taught me how to be more outgoing and less shy and forget about what people think. you're the best friend i never want to lose and i think its so funny how you dont let things get you mad but the tiniest thing can burst yo bubble. im pretty sure i know you head to toe but sometimes you still suprise me. you're funny and fun and sometimes A PAIN IN MY AAAYYYUUHHSS NUMBNUTS=) you're influence me alot and i dont know if thats good or bad but we teach other stuff so i guess that balances it aall out. but sometimes i think im getting too much like you seriously its kinda creepy. hahaha not really.
2.well we had a shitload of bitch fits this year and i really dont know what happened. i dont know if you changed or i changed or maybe we both changed. you're a good friend when it comes to advice and moral support and you can make anyone feel better. i think we just clicked when we were reunited in 6th grade and the years following was so fun and i have so many memories with you. this year has been a total bitch to our friendship and i just want to go back to middle school times with you but cant back down now so i'll try to keep it moving. let mother nature do her thing yenno? something about you puts you on a different level of friends and you have your quirks and i love you so much and i know we'll remain friends. i read somewhere that two aquarius friends dont get along sometimes and i guess this is one of those times.
3. a roooodddd newwman. omg and i just saw a billboard on the freeway with Wayne Newton saying hes performing at one of those hurrah casinos or i think it was monte something i dunno but i specifically remember we had an inside joke about him but i forgot what it was ITS ON THE TIP OF MY TONGUE fuuuc...HAHA man...i think you're one of those friends i never wanna lose. right now we're not as close as last year but hopefully we'll get a class together so we can make some more inside jokes cuz im running low on them right now. pe in 8th grade was frickin fun with all that greasiness and making you cry like 2x which is like a world record teehee. sometimes im so comfortable with you i treat you like the shit on my shoes but thats love man. thats love. you never fail to make me laugh and things are 10x funnier with you. i think everyone feels like this with you and i envy you for that. yes im jello. anyways this is probably the one and only time im going to be complimenting you so i'll make it good. i just love your long silky ponytail and greasy bangs haha ugh well i love how you're yourself and you can give a rat's ass about what someone thinks but then you're still self-concience so you're not a total badass HAHA you...a badass. yea well i can always tell you everything even though you dont give THAT good advice its still fun to keep you updated. you're one of the people where i dont have to say anything and we both know its not awkward
4.weeeelll lets see here ms tiger woods. haha i think we got closer this year but still i dont really know you HHA i think you're so independant and so cool and collected that you're like a book that i really want to read but its too long and in small print so im too lazy too HAHA yeah you're so funnny and i feel so funny around you cause you always laugh with me and we always taunt each other and try to diss each other but thats because i love you so much. you're a frickin playuh you flirty mangina! tell me your secretsssss masterrr. anyway you're probably making out with your boyfriend so you wont see this but i love you and i hope we get closer this yeaaauh!
5. hi you. haha i dont know why but if i think of number 4 i think of you and vice versa. you guys seem like a package to me idk why. yeaap we were friends in like the beginning of middle school and we just drifted apart and you became so Cool Asian haha but i still loved you and you're actually the same since i met you. you and your..man i guess kinda drifted us apart i think but not in a bad way well yea i guess a bad way cuz we dont hang out alot now but...i dunno we just havent been talking alot and i never see you now so yea. but you're so funny and asian and you're always wearing something cute that you "got from taiwan" and im comfortable around you but i really wish you would stop putting your barefoot on my own because thats STANKY.
6. ponyboy. haha you were never officially named ponyboy but you seem like ponyboy to me now. i've known you since 6th grade and omg I HATED YOU IN 6TH GRADE. seriously. i think i told you this already but i remember in my diary (shutup) i wrote blahblah 2006. "omg i hate that girl she ruins my days shes a bully!" hahaha sorry and i dont even remember why i hated you but yeah you and your cornrows..but in 8th grade when we got pe together i actually became friends with you and you turned out pretty ok. plus you were like a demon child in 6th grade hahaha but now you're cool and funny and fun so we're ok. yep i hope we get a period during our high school years thats something athletic cause PE was zooooo fun with you and patty and paige. <----those names dont count. so yeah and i want to know you more cause i have fun with you but honestly i dont really know who you are. you seem like you have alot more to offer and i wish you would open up to me
7. haaaaaaay. you are my antm buddy well ex-buddy cause that show is jank now but i still enjoy watching the tyra banks show =) i've known you for about 4 years now i guess and i dont know you inside and out but you're that friend i can go to for advice and unload all my dramas and shit. actually we've havent been as close as we've been but we have the whole year in chem together to change that. you're so talented and cute and im used to having you around me. sorry for breaking your chair at your bday HAHA me and my fatass..we'll go to ikea again and buy a more sturdy chair ohhhkaay?
8. isodfjiosdf..iodisf? hdfi ioejfns oeifo!! sdfo!! hahaha I LOVE YOU. i really truly do i dont know what it is about you but i think im truly myself when im around you. no faking no faux personality its just the raw me when im with you. i think together we're always laughing our fatasses off and we end up in long conversations usually about random crap and it gets on vanessa's nerves hahaha but you're the older sister figure in my life and you're one of my best friends too whether you want a freshman best friend OR NOT! well sophmore now. you're one of the people when i dont have to say anything and its not awkward.
9. harroo. i've known you my entire life seriously im SOO used to having you in my life. what is it now like a decade since i've known you??!?!! i cannot lose you as a friend seriously. our friendship is golden and i think its worth so much. we dont really click but i can tell you EVERYTHING with no doubt about it. you seem more like a cousin or something to me. you're so liberal about things and just so free-minded that you appear weird but naw you're not weird you just think alot. maybe a little too much.you're so funny without knowing it. im pretty much comfortable with you but i mean we're not like the type of friends who have the most fun with each other. its just chill and we have those fun moments and that all i could really ask for =)
10. you're one of my best friends but life hasnt been fair to us and put an even bigger gap between us. church wont be the same without you. the realization that you're gone hasnt hit me yet but i miss you so much. im so glad we became so much closer this year and you're way different than the people around you. listening to you comes so easily. it seems like we became best friends just yesterday and now you're gone. i dont know what to expect now..if we'll just end up like "oh we used to be close" or we'll still remain good friends. =C you're so pretty and fun to be with and i envy you for alotta things about yourself. im hoping you'll return into my daily life.
11. haha hey hey hey. we're not as close as were in middle school but you seem like one of my oldest friends. i've only known for like 4 years now i think but i always loved you and you're sucha nice person and so pretty too i hope we become alot more closer. on those moments that we talk for a little bit its always fun and we always smile when we see each other. little things about you is what i love most like how when you eat you open your mouth so wide for like a tiny spoonful of rice or how your hair is so magically straight hahah this must be one of the most obvious one but whateveees. my most clearest memory with you is when we had shiny no banged foreheads and we were taking pictures at cue haha
12. being koreans makes the world 10x smaller and i wouldnt be suprised if we ended up being long lost sisters or something. haha how we actually met long ago in korean school and our moms know each other from industry hills swimming and then in middle school i became good friends with you but then we got further and further apart. you were always the sweetheart friend with your bubbly personality. we became closer and darker through swim and i know we'll become good friends because of the 4 long years of waterpolo/swim. you're one of the nicest and cutest girlys i know and i love our conversations about db and stuff like daat =) sorry for missing out a whole week of waterpolo dont drown me
13. hallo tharr. my good friend that i've never met. hahaha we have sucha weird friendship i swear its almost creepy. "the friend i met on myspace" hahah but we'll meet soon hopefully. i think its fate how we met through the horrors and our love for all things british but now its been pretty dead with everything but i still love youu and your frankness haha you're not really frank but you middle name just reminded me of frankness. the office always reminds me of you and i think you're my twin. really. i see myself in you and i dont know you're like me but you go to arcadia. youre so cool and i envy you lots. im kinda scared to meet you too cause it'll seem so unreal and i dont know how i'll react. hopefully its not too awkward when we meet =)
14. VAQUEROOOOOOOOO. you are like my little brother that was never born. we were pretty close last year and this year was whateverr but yeah man i dunno. we met in orchestra and i remember exactly how we met. you needed to use a phone and vanessa was like oh hey this is bobby lee and you were this little scrawny asian boy hahaha and how our brothers ended up being friends. so veird aaanyway you're fun to talk to and i can tell you everything and you listen like any other girl and sometimes you have good advice. i wish you would open more up to me. but first we gotta go rock climbin!! and go climb those rocks while you tell me your peeelings AIIGHT? ok bye vaquero and stop tryna be so badass! haha jussplaayyin
15. hello you. hm well you're just a friend and you're someone i really want to know more like get to know deeper. i dont know if you're just another clueless guy with no control or thoughts or if you're someone deeper with opinions. for now i think you're just a clueless guy who falls for everything left and right. hopefully you'll change my mind. i like talking to you though.
16. uhhhh ok. i had alotta misconceptions about YOU. gay,indian, and even smart. HAHA jp you're pretty street smart just not book smart. idk we were never best friends but i thought we were pretty good friends back in 6-7th grade but now i rarely talk to you but i always liked you as a friend i thought you were pretty creative for a cholo =)
17. HAY GUUUUURL. <--- thats you haha you're sucha hoochiemama i love it! i was never THAT close with you and we never had a longer conversation than like 5 minutes but es ok cause i still love you. you're so uniquely pretty too you remind me of like a baby faced cavalier dog. <3
18. hi you're really like..fake but cute. yea you got ALOT more cuter. but you just seem so empty with nothing to offer. you're nice and all but i wish you spent more time reading books than putting on a show as if you were thinking. oh but i love that shirt.
19. you think you know everything as if you've been through so much shit but you havent of course. i get annoyed of you but i mean you're a good acquaintance.
20. i dont really know you thaat well but you're pretty cool in my book.
21. its like i've knew you in middle school but now we're complete strangers. you're nothing special but i always admired you for your uniqueness. but since you treat people like dirt you're not a hero or anything. i dont really care about you but its good to know you just for the title.
22. you're annoying but you're still appealing. you're stupid but you're still intriguing. you're fugly but you still cute. i enjoy knowing you but i dont really like you.
23. OMG i wish you wouldnt talk so much because i would like you better. you're a nice dude but you get on my nerves sometimes because of your ability to make everything BORING. hehe but you're cool.
24. haha you're a joke but i still like you. you're funny and all but you're sucha baby about everything. before i met you i felt like you had a bad vibe but after getting to know you that vibe just disapeared. i think we'll be good friends
25. you're cute in a way but i like being friends with you
26. i love your laugh and you're so chirpy. you're so hilarious that i want to be kirby and suck your power of humor
27. i think you're so elegant and stylish but not much goin on in the head
28. you're sucha bully to n.e.r.d's but you're funny and i think we make a good team.
29. you put on sucha show. but i love you at the same time. you're a stylish little girl but you've got some bad habits. you dont know anything and you've been pushed to bad things. you're truly emptyheaded. you look and act the part too. i like your ditzyness though its useful sometimes.
30. i think you're really smart but you dont know how to control it. you changed completely since i knew you and i dont really care about you and you're sucha bore but i like you still. you're way to conceited for me though.
31. i dont really like you but you should kiss ass to me more like you do with others. =)
32. i feel sorry for you. you were so funny and lovable but i dont know what happened to you. get better soon!
33. i never knew you were so weird! i always had the tiniest crush on you but its pretty much gone now. you seem stuck under your influence so i dont admire you. you're all talk.
34. i think you're overrated but i love you. everyone loves you. you're nice and boring and cute and thats all i expect from ya.
35. i think you're kinda cute. lets be friends.
1. you are most definitely the weirdest person i've ever met.your whole family is just so different from any other family and yet i can relate to you. you've changed me from who i was back in middle school but i think its for the better. you taught me how to be more outgoing and less shy and forget about what people think. you're the best friend i never want to lose and i think its so funny how you dont let things get you mad but the tiniest thing can burst yo bubble. im pretty sure i know you head to toe but sometimes you still suprise me. you're funny and fun and sometimes A PAIN IN MY AAAYYYUUHHSS NUMBNUTS=) you're influence me alot and i dont know if thats good or bad but we teach other stuff so i guess that balances it aall out. but sometimes i think im getting too much like you seriously its kinda creepy. hahaha not really.
2.well we had a shitload of bitch fits this year and i really dont know what happened. i dont know if you changed or i changed or maybe we both changed. you're a good friend when it comes to advice and moral support and you can make anyone feel better. i think we just clicked when we were reunited in 6th grade and the years following was so fun and i have so many memories with you. this year has been a total bitch to our friendship and i just want to go back to middle school times with you but cant back down now so i'll try to keep it moving. let mother nature do her thing yenno? something about you puts you on a different level of friends and you have your quirks and i love you so much and i know we'll remain friends. i read somewhere that two aquarius friends dont get along sometimes and i guess this is one of those times.
3. a roooodddd newwman. omg and i just saw a billboard on the freeway with Wayne Newton saying hes performing at one of those hurrah casinos or i think it was monte something i dunno but i specifically remember we had an inside joke about him but i forgot what it was ITS ON THE TIP OF MY TONGUE fuuuc...HAHA man...i think you're one of those friends i never wanna lose. right now we're not as close as last year but hopefully we'll get a class together so we can make some more inside jokes cuz im running low on them right now. pe in 8th grade was frickin fun with all that greasiness and making you cry like 2x which is like a world record teehee. sometimes im so comfortable with you i treat you like the shit on my shoes but thats love man. thats love. you never fail to make me laugh and things are 10x funnier with you. i think everyone feels like this with you and i envy you for that. yes im jello. anyways this is probably the one and only time im going to be complimenting you so i'll make it good. i just love your long silky ponytail and greasy bangs haha ugh well i love how you're yourself and you can give a rat's ass about what someone thinks but then you're still self-concience so you're not a total badass HAHA you...a badass. yea well i can always tell you everything even though you dont give THAT good advice its still fun to keep you updated. you're one of the people where i dont have to say anything and we both know its not awkward
4.weeeelll lets see here ms tiger woods. haha i think we got closer this year but still i dont really know you HHA i think you're so independant and so cool and collected that you're like a book that i really want to read but its too long and in small print so im too lazy too HAHA yeah you're so funnny and i feel so funny around you cause you always laugh with me and we always taunt each other and try to diss each other but thats because i love you so much. you're a frickin playuh you flirty mangina! tell me your secretsssss masterrr. anyway you're probably making out with your boyfriend so you wont see this but i love you and i hope we get closer this yeaaauh!
5. hi you. haha i dont know why but if i think of number 4 i think of you and vice versa. you guys seem like a package to me idk why. yeaap we were friends in like the beginning of middle school and we just drifted apart and you became so Cool Asian haha but i still loved you and you're actually the same since i met you. you and your..man i guess kinda drifted us apart i think but not in a bad way well yea i guess a bad way cuz we dont hang out alot now but...i dunno we just havent been talking alot and i never see you now so yea. but you're so funny and asian and you're always wearing something cute that you "got from taiwan" and im comfortable around you but i really wish you would stop putting your barefoot on my own because thats STANKY.
6. ponyboy. haha you were never officially named ponyboy but you seem like ponyboy to me now. i've known you since 6th grade and omg I HATED YOU IN 6TH GRADE. seriously. i think i told you this already but i remember in my diary (shutup) i wrote blahblah 2006. "omg i hate that girl she ruins my days shes a bully!" hahaha sorry and i dont even remember why i hated you but yeah you and your cornrows..but in 8th grade when we got pe together i actually became friends with you and you turned out pretty ok. plus you were like a demon child in 6th grade hahaha but now you're cool and funny and fun so we're ok. yep i hope we get a period during our high school years thats something athletic cause PE was zooooo fun with you and patty and paige. <----those names dont count. so yeah and i want to know you more cause i have fun with you but honestly i dont really know who you are. you seem like you have alot more to offer and i wish you would open up to me
7. haaaaaaay. you are my antm buddy well ex-buddy cause that show is jank now but i still enjoy watching the tyra banks show =) i've known you for about 4 years now i guess and i dont know you inside and out but you're that friend i can go to for advice and unload all my dramas and shit. actually we've havent been as close as we've been but we have the whole year in chem together to change that. you're so talented and cute and im used to having you around me. sorry for breaking your chair at your bday HAHA me and my fatass..we'll go to ikea again and buy a more sturdy chair ohhhkaay?
8. isodfjiosdf..iodisf? hdfi ioejfns oeifo!! sdfo!! hahaha I LOVE YOU. i really truly do i dont know what it is about you but i think im truly myself when im around you. no faking no faux personality its just the raw me when im with you. i think together we're always laughing our fatasses off and we end up in long conversations usually about random crap and it gets on vanessa's nerves hahaha but you're the older sister figure in my life and you're one of my best friends too whether you want a freshman best friend OR NOT! well sophmore now. you're one of the people when i dont have to say anything and its not awkward.
9. harroo. i've known you my entire life seriously im SOO used to having you in my life. what is it now like a decade since i've known you??!?!! i cannot lose you as a friend seriously. our friendship is golden and i think its worth so much. we dont really click but i can tell you EVERYTHING with no doubt about it. you seem more like a cousin or something to me. you're so liberal about things and just so free-minded that you appear weird but naw you're not weird you just think alot. maybe a little too much.you're so funny without knowing it. im pretty much comfortable with you but i mean we're not like the type of friends who have the most fun with each other. its just chill and we have those fun moments and that all i could really ask for =)
10. you're one of my best friends but life hasnt been fair to us and put an even bigger gap between us. church wont be the same without you. the realization that you're gone hasnt hit me yet but i miss you so much. im so glad we became so much closer this year and you're way different than the people around you. listening to you comes so easily. it seems like we became best friends just yesterday and now you're gone. i dont know what to expect now..if we'll just end up like "oh we used to be close" or we'll still remain good friends. =C you're so pretty and fun to be with and i envy you for alotta things about yourself. im hoping you'll return into my daily life.
11. haha hey hey hey. we're not as close as were in middle school but you seem like one of my oldest friends. i've only known for like 4 years now i think but i always loved you and you're sucha nice person and so pretty too i hope we become alot more closer. on those moments that we talk for a little bit its always fun and we always smile when we see each other. little things about you is what i love most like how when you eat you open your mouth so wide for like a tiny spoonful of rice or how your hair is so magically straight hahah this must be one of the most obvious one but whateveees. my most clearest memory with you is when we had shiny no banged foreheads and we were taking pictures at cue haha
12. being koreans makes the world 10x smaller and i wouldnt be suprised if we ended up being long lost sisters or something. haha how we actually met long ago in korean school and our moms know each other from industry hills swimming and then in middle school i became good friends with you but then we got further and further apart. you were always the sweetheart friend with your bubbly personality. we became closer and darker through swim and i know we'll become good friends because of the 4 long years of waterpolo/swim. you're one of the nicest and cutest girlys i know and i love our conversations about db and stuff like daat =) sorry for missing out a whole week of waterpolo dont drown me
13. hallo tharr. my good friend that i've never met. hahaha we have sucha weird friendship i swear its almost creepy. "the friend i met on myspace" hahah but we'll meet soon hopefully. i think its fate how we met through the horrors and our love for all things british but now its been pretty dead with everything but i still love youu and your frankness haha you're not really frank but you middle name just reminded me of frankness. the office always reminds me of you and i think you're my twin. really. i see myself in you and i dont know you're like me but you go to arcadia. youre so cool and i envy you lots. im kinda scared to meet you too cause it'll seem so unreal and i dont know how i'll react. hopefully its not too awkward when we meet =)
14. VAQUEROOOOOOOOO. you are like my little brother that was never born. we were pretty close last year and this year was whateverr but yeah man i dunno. we met in orchestra and i remember exactly how we met. you needed to use a phone and vanessa was like oh hey this is bobby lee and you were this little scrawny asian boy hahaha and how our brothers ended up being friends. so veird aaanyway you're fun to talk to and i can tell you everything and you listen like any other girl and sometimes you have good advice. i wish you would open more up to me. but first we gotta go rock climbin!! and go climb those rocks while you tell me your peeelings AIIGHT? ok bye vaquero and stop tryna be so badass! haha jussplaayyin
15. hello you. hm well you're just a friend and you're someone i really want to know more like get to know deeper. i dont know if you're just another clueless guy with no control or thoughts or if you're someone deeper with opinions. for now i think you're just a clueless guy who falls for everything left and right. hopefully you'll change my mind. i like talking to you though.
16. uhhhh ok. i had alotta misconceptions about YOU. gay,indian, and even smart. HAHA jp you're pretty street smart just not book smart. idk we were never best friends but i thought we were pretty good friends back in 6-7th grade but now i rarely talk to you but i always liked you as a friend i thought you were pretty creative for a cholo =)
17. HAY GUUUUURL. <--- thats you haha you're sucha hoochiemama i love it! i was never THAT close with you and we never had a longer conversation than like 5 minutes but es ok cause i still love you. you're so uniquely pretty too you remind me of like a baby faced cavalier dog. <3
18. hi you're really like..fake but cute. yea you got ALOT more cuter. but you just seem so empty with nothing to offer. you're nice and all but i wish you spent more time reading books than putting on a show as if you were thinking. oh but i love that shirt.
19. you think you know everything as if you've been through so much shit but you havent of course. i get annoyed of you but i mean you're a good acquaintance.
20. i dont really know you thaat well but you're pretty cool in my book.
21. its like i've knew you in middle school but now we're complete strangers. you're nothing special but i always admired you for your uniqueness. but since you treat people like dirt you're not a hero or anything. i dont really care about you but its good to know you just for the title.
22. you're annoying but you're still appealing. you're stupid but you're still intriguing. you're fugly but you still cute. i enjoy knowing you but i dont really like you.
23. OMG i wish you wouldnt talk so much because i would like you better. you're a nice dude but you get on my nerves sometimes because of your ability to make everything BORING. hehe but you're cool.
24. haha you're a joke but i still like you. you're funny and all but you're sucha baby about everything. before i met you i felt like you had a bad vibe but after getting to know you that vibe just disapeared. i think we'll be good friends
25. you're cute in a way but i like being friends with you
26. i love your laugh and you're so chirpy. you're so hilarious that i want to be kirby and suck your power of humor
27. i think you're so elegant and stylish but not much goin on in the head
28. you're sucha bully to n.e.r.d's but you're funny and i think we make a good team.
29. you put on sucha show. but i love you at the same time. you're a stylish little girl but you've got some bad habits. you dont know anything and you've been pushed to bad things. you're truly emptyheaded. you look and act the part too. i like your ditzyness though its useful sometimes.
30. i think you're really smart but you dont know how to control it. you changed completely since i knew you and i dont really care about you and you're sucha bore but i like you still. you're way to conceited for me though.
31. i dont really like you but you should kiss ass to me more like you do with others. =)
32. i feel sorry for you. you were so funny and lovable but i dont know what happened to you. get better soon!
33. i never knew you were so weird! i always had the tiniest crush on you but its pretty much gone now. you seem stuck under your influence so i dont admire you. you're all talk.
34. i think you're overrated but i love you. everyone loves you. you're nice and boring and cute and thats all i expect from ya.
35. i think you're kinda cute. lets be friends.
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
caroline park's sophmore schedule 2010
the moment you've all been waiting for...jp
0-string orchestra-wicks
1-chem H-lim
2-french 2-deshan
3-eng 2 H-silva
4-alg 2-wendland
5-human geo AP-knox
6-waterpolo/swim
most of my readers are from DB but whatevers
there ya go.
0-string orchestra-wicks
1-chem H-lim
2-french 2-deshan
3-eng 2 H-silva
4-alg 2-wendland
5-human geo AP-knox
6-waterpolo/swim
most of my readers are from DB but whatevers
there ya go.
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
rocknrolla
i found him very attractive for some reason.
i dont know if he was supposed to be hot or not cause he was a smelly junkie but for some reason i liked him
thandie newton is very hot but too skinny
schedule tomorrows;i dont know what to do
i dont know if he was supposed to be hot or not cause he was a smelly junkie but for some reason i liked him
thandie newton is very hot but too skinny
schedule tomorrows;i dont know what to do
Sunday, July 12, 2009
bai senors
senior banquet today. hot. semi-fun.smiled the whole day. L&L.finally learned something on the ukelele.mortal combat.
i never do surveys no more
Do people often mistake you for a different race?
chyeah mostly chinese or japanese or mixed.
paige thought i was totally white because of my "albino" skin and last name. she was a little korean deprived filipino so..
When was the last time you had a real smile on your face?
just now as i found a pack of watermelon twist trident gum on my brothers desk. TANKS BRO finders keepers losers chew nothing.
When was the last time you had a late night phone conversation?
like during the school year WAHH IM A LOSER call me
Who is the last person to text you?
banessa but i am not going to respond to her because i am mad at her for not texting me back earlier this weekend.
Will you regret your next kiss?
chyeah gotta watch the waistline..those little chocoalate things are so damn good =)
Do you honestly believe that good things come to those who wait?
yep God has my back right God?
Do you want to see someone this very minute?
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS i expect him in my bed by the time im finished with this survey hehe jpp JAMES FRANCO WHY YOU GOTTA BE SO DAMN HOT.
Would you rather have a double or single date?
doubledouble with a shake and animal friess but singles ok too
Do you trust all of your friends?
mostly some are still regaining their full health.
How did you and your number 1 become friends?
i consider everyone my numero uno but i guess me and vanessa dont remember shit how we met but that just shows how close we are =)
Do you have to check in with your parents before you go someplace?
HELLLL YEAH i really wish i had white parents who dont give a shit at those times.
Did the one person who hurt you the most in your life apologize?
ummm no one really hurt me cuz i would kick their asses hehe jk but i guess....they weren't in a position to do so so no
Would you go back and change any part of your life?
i shouldnt have gone to 24 a few days ago, my triceps are still sore i cant even brush my hair back
Where were you yesterday at midnight?
watching quarantine while eating some delicious rice krispies to distract me from mrs esponinza from the beginning.
Who was the last person you called?
mama
Would you ever get your nipples pierced?
hail to the no
What are you currently hearing right now?
the laundry machine
Do you still talk to the people that you dated?
nope. because i've never dated teehee
Have you ever been nice to someone who treated you like crap?
only when i wanted something like a hot cheeto or something
When was the last time you laughed?
when flash(danny brother) beat captain marvel (michael) in mortal combat
What are your plans for the day?
finish this longass survey and rest my boness
Could you date someone taller than you?
mos def but i dont care if they're shorter just not midget status no offense
Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
not really besides ohana
Do you think before you speak?
all da time but sometimes my mouth straight up says what im thinking without warning
Do you straighten your hair often?
yezzir but with a twist to curl it
Did you dress up for Halloween last year?
yezzir i was the UNCO SAME.
Is there a night you would like to put on repeat, and live it forever?
this surveys getting annoying
Are you nice to everyone?
i try
Would you kiss anyone you've texted lately?
i would be a full blown lesbian
Were you smiling in the last picture taken of you?
yeshh
Think back to July/August 2008, were you single? Who were you with?
alll the single ladiess
What's the first thing that pops into your head when you think of last summer?
SEAWEED
HAHA when vivian brought seaweed everyday without fail to summer school
Give me lyrics from the song you're listening to?
um laundry machine
What is the last non-alcoholic beverage you had?
wata
What was the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
read 'tis
Are you doing anything tomorrow?
thummer thcool
(to be continued im going to bed.)
Do you like the ocean? (survey resumed right now 7/13)
oh yes
Is your hair curly, wavy or straight?
dead straight
What jewelery are you currently wearing?
only my nipple rings i mean what?
What is the last tv show you watched and with who?
that 70s show with like my brother's amigos
Were you happy when you woke up today?
not at all
Honestly, do you like anybody?
oh yes
What would I find if I looked UNDER your bed?
mrs esponinza from quarantine. teehee
Last night you felt...?
smiley face
Excited for anything?
reggiestration day/harry potter to cum out
Who was the last boy you talked to?
brudder
Is there anyone holding a grudge against you?
HAH why yes
What were you doing three hours ago?
i dont even know what time it is
What mood are you in right now?
ZZZ yet down for an adventure
Have you ever been on television?
of course. on walnut tv hahah
Where did you last eat?
my crib
What color shirt are you wearing?
whiteness
Do you think more about the past, present, or future?
back to the future
Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it ?
wynnie loves everyonee
Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
nos
Are you wearing jeans right now?
go usc trojans shorts jk go bruins
When is the last time you saw your ex?
hes not alive
this survey was started yesterday and finished today booyah
i never do surveys no more
Do people often mistake you for a different race?
chyeah mostly chinese or japanese or mixed.
paige thought i was totally white because of my "albino" skin and last name. she was a little korean deprived filipino so..
When was the last time you had a real smile on your face?
just now as i found a pack of watermelon twist trident gum on my brothers desk. TANKS BRO finders keepers losers chew nothing.
When was the last time you had a late night phone conversation?
like during the school year WAHH IM A LOSER call me
Who is the last person to text you?
banessa but i am not going to respond to her because i am mad at her for not texting me back earlier this weekend.
Will you regret your next kiss?
chyeah gotta watch the waistline..those little chocoalate things are so damn good =)
Do you honestly believe that good things come to those who wait?
yep God has my back right God?
Do you want to see someone this very minute?
YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS i expect him in my bed by the time im finished with this survey hehe jpp JAMES FRANCO WHY YOU GOTTA BE SO DAMN HOT.
Would you rather have a double or single date?
doubledouble with a shake and animal friess but singles ok too
Do you trust all of your friends?
mostly some are still regaining their full health.
How did you and your number 1 become friends?
i consider everyone my numero uno but i guess me and vanessa dont remember shit how we met but that just shows how close we are =)
Do you have to check in with your parents before you go someplace?
HELLLL YEAH i really wish i had white parents who dont give a shit at those times.
Did the one person who hurt you the most in your life apologize?
ummm no one really hurt me cuz i would kick their asses hehe jk but i guess....they weren't in a position to do so so no
Would you go back and change any part of your life?
i shouldnt have gone to 24 a few days ago, my triceps are still sore i cant even brush my hair back
Where were you yesterday at midnight?
watching quarantine while eating some delicious rice krispies to distract me from mrs esponinza from the beginning.
Who was the last person you called?
mama
Would you ever get your nipples pierced?
hail to the no
What are you currently hearing right now?
the laundry machine
Do you still talk to the people that you dated?
nope. because i've never dated teehee
Have you ever been nice to someone who treated you like crap?
only when i wanted something like a hot cheeto or something
When was the last time you laughed?
when flash(danny brother) beat captain marvel (michael) in mortal combat
What are your plans for the day?
finish this longass survey and rest my boness
Could you date someone taller than you?
mos def but i dont care if they're shorter just not midget status no offense
Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?
not really besides ohana
Do you think before you speak?
all da time but sometimes my mouth straight up says what im thinking without warning
Do you straighten your hair often?
yezzir but with a twist to curl it
Did you dress up for Halloween last year?
yezzir i was the UNCO SAME.
Is there a night you would like to put on repeat, and live it forever?
this surveys getting annoying
Are you nice to everyone?
i try
Would you kiss anyone you've texted lately?
i would be a full blown lesbian
Were you smiling in the last picture taken of you?
yeshh
Think back to July/August 2008, were you single? Who were you with?
alll the single ladiess
What's the first thing that pops into your head when you think of last summer?
SEAWEED
HAHA when vivian brought seaweed everyday without fail to summer school
Give me lyrics from the song you're listening to?
um laundry machine
What is the last non-alcoholic beverage you had?
wata
What was the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
read 'tis
Are you doing anything tomorrow?
thummer thcool
(to be continued im going to bed.)
Do you like the ocean? (survey resumed right now 7/13)
oh yes
Is your hair curly, wavy or straight?
dead straight
What jewelery are you currently wearing?
only my nipple rings i mean what?
What is the last tv show you watched and with who?
that 70s show with like my brother's amigos
Were you happy when you woke up today?
not at all
Honestly, do you like anybody?
oh yes
What would I find if I looked UNDER your bed?
mrs esponinza from quarantine. teehee
Last night you felt...?
smiley face
Excited for anything?
reggiestration day/harry potter to cum out
Who was the last boy you talked to?
brudder
Is there anyone holding a grudge against you?
HAH why yes
What were you doing three hours ago?
i dont even know what time it is
What mood are you in right now?
ZZZ yet down for an adventure
Have you ever been on television?
of course. on walnut tv hahah
Where did you last eat?
my crib
What color shirt are you wearing?
whiteness
Do you think more about the past, present, or future?
back to the future
Think of the last person who said I love you, do you think they meant it ?
wynnie loves everyonee
Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
nos
Are you wearing jeans right now?
go usc trojans shorts jk go bruins
When is the last time you saw your ex?
hes not alive
this survey was started yesterday and finished today booyah
Saturday, July 11, 2009
deathly ill
YAY IM SICK.
since yesterday night. my temperature was 102.7 KIISS FM! hahaha
woke up shivering underneath 2 layers of thick blankets, went to the hospital (or clinic..whatever) got a lollipop which was delicious. took some "z-packs" and im ok for now. im sore as shit and my throat is all naazzzty. my voice sounds like....lets see...arnold schwarznigger. so yea not pretty.
my triceps and boobs hurt from going to 24 yesterday.MISTAKE. doctor told me to rest the whole week but with water polo..i dunno. i think i'll skip a day and try to go wednesday and thursdee. i dont really wanna go to church cuz im tired as fock but im trying to see crystal as many times as possible before The Move to LA. =C
on a lighter note, my brother bought a ps3 and ITS BOMB.
it was even fun watching him play metal gear with all that camoflauging and shieet.
naaaahhce
i wish he was more into that stuff so he could buy everything like vivian's brother or something.
oh and heres a little something new, my critique on Smooth Away.
Smooth Away "Smooth Away unwanted hairs"
overall a 5 outta 10.
its a buncha lies. at first usage your legs are pretty much smooth but its all prickly "like a cactus -vanessa" the next day. it takes a lotta patience and alotta time. its actually kinda gross too because all your dead skin is falling off and floating around so yea...nazty. sure you'll have no cuts but i rarely have any cuts or razor burns. shaving is more convienent in my opinion.
haha hope you found that useful and sorry if you found that gross.
since yesterday night. my temperature was 102.7 KIISS FM! hahaha
woke up shivering underneath 2 layers of thick blankets, went to the hospital (or clinic..whatever) got a lollipop which was delicious. took some "z-packs" and im ok for now. im sore as shit and my throat is all naazzzty. my voice sounds like....lets see...arnold schwarznigger. so yea not pretty.
my triceps and boobs hurt from going to 24 yesterday.MISTAKE. doctor told me to rest the whole week but with water polo..i dunno. i think i'll skip a day and try to go wednesday and thursdee. i dont really wanna go to church cuz im tired as fock but im trying to see crystal as many times as possible before The Move to LA. =C
on a lighter note, my brother bought a ps3 and ITS BOMB.
it was even fun watching him play metal gear with all that camoflauging and shieet.
naaaahhce
i wish he was more into that stuff so he could buy everything like vivian's brother or something.
oh and heres a little something new, my critique on Smooth Away.
Smooth Away "Smooth Away unwanted hairs"
overall a 5 outta 10.
its a buncha lies. at first usage your legs are pretty much smooth but its all prickly "like a cactus -vanessa" the next day. it takes a lotta patience and alotta time. its actually kinda gross too because all your dead skin is falling off and floating around so yea...nazty. sure you'll have no cuts but i rarely have any cuts or razor burns. shaving is more convienent in my opinion.
haha hope you found that useful and sorry if you found that gross.
Thursday, July 9, 2009
attention all biters
STOP IT.
STOP BITING ME.
i dont want to sound like a conceited WHS (whore ho slut)
but i've had enough with your WHS (watery horse shit)
copying pictures and even for some, MY LANGUAGE?
it gets on my nerves, it grinds my gears, it bothers me like a bothersome fly.
so you know who you all are and just know im aware of your sneaky copycat ways.
DONT BURST MY BUBBLE
or off with your head!
STOP BITING ME.
i dont want to sound like a conceited WHS (whore ho slut)
but i've had enough with your WHS (watery horse shit)
copying pictures and even for some, MY LANGUAGE?
it gets on my nerves, it grinds my gears, it bothers me like a bothersome fly.
so you know who you all are and just know im aware of your sneaky copycat ways.
DONT BURST MY BUBBLE
or off with your head!
Sunday, July 5, 2009
independence day
im gonna make like michelle p. and make an XXL blog. (xtra xtra long)
soooooo i went camping for july 4th with GSC for tree long days. it was like a 8 outta 10 and wasnt too boring. but i truly hate camping with family or parents at least. my mom got mad at me like 3x during the trip for reasons unknown. take a chill pill woman! my daddy-o is so relaxed and chill and isnt always all up in my coleman grill. most of the time. i think im more like my padre, but sometimes people say i have an attitude so i guess i get it from my mom's side. so on day one we were drivin i think to san clemente at like a military base place. i had like just enough space in the car to squeeze my ass in there and just roll up in a ball, so i watched lost in translation and season three of the office and was ready to throw up by the time we got to our destination. first day we went to the beach and swam. man, i love the beach!! the water wasnt that bad after you get used to it and the waves were nice and big and the weather was pretty "il fait beau!" after swimming me and crystal hung out most of the day and at night we all went fishing at the shore and karan caught herself a fishh yay. day two woke up at 8ish it is zo HOT in those tents i tell you! and washed up w/ julie went to the beach again swam for a little bit my eyeballs were burning to a crisp from the salt. after swimming we watched a little helicopter show. at night was fun we were in tents and talked about lots of interesting stuff. then had a bonfire. day three was basically up and had service, had worship and a message. it was about the meaning of relaxing, and how to give up your burdens through God. theres so many like memories so i'll make a random list
The List:
-bogey boarding fail
-catchin da wavesss
-Smooth Away
-tight bracelets (haha thanks mish! i love it)
-level up spoons
-trying to make darkie laugh during level up spoons
-cheesepuff
-birthday cake
-jenny's PINK spray
-sunburnt
-aloe vera
-pb+j sandwiches
-fishing
-being everyone's fishing bitch by helping them with the light or untangeling seaweed
-scary stories
-scaring paul
-BUZZ sound everytime it got awkward
-taboo
-prostate cancer discussions
-michael making up korean dramas
-stargazing
-forming a cross w/ crystal michael josh
-talkingggggggg
-long walks on the beach haha
-sandcrabs
-sharpass rocks that cut everyone on the shore
-dirty feet
-volleyball (we win! K.O)
-kid who literally smelled like crap
-plump golden retreivers with a cute baby face
-harmonizing
-jason mraz songs
-john mayer songs
-food channel discussions
-corn, corn, corn
-losing my shirt in the ocean
-almost losing the waveboard thing in the ocean
-secret code 5-2-4 for bathroom access
yep it was good.
need sleep.
im so happy nick@nite has malcolm in the middle now
soooooo i went camping for july 4th with GSC for tree long days. it was like a 8 outta 10 and wasnt too boring. but i truly hate camping with family or parents at least. my mom got mad at me like 3x during the trip for reasons unknown. take a chill pill woman! my daddy-o is so relaxed and chill and isnt always all up in my coleman grill. most of the time. i think im more like my padre, but sometimes people say i have an attitude so i guess i get it from my mom's side. so on day one we were drivin i think to san clemente at like a military base place. i had like just enough space in the car to squeeze my ass in there and just roll up in a ball, so i watched lost in translation and season three of the office and was ready to throw up by the time we got to our destination. first day we went to the beach and swam. man, i love the beach!! the water wasnt that bad after you get used to it and the waves were nice and big and the weather was pretty "il fait beau!" after swimming me and crystal hung out most of the day and at night we all went fishing at the shore and karan caught herself a fishh yay. day two woke up at 8ish it is zo HOT in those tents i tell you! and washed up w/ julie went to the beach again swam for a little bit my eyeballs were burning to a crisp from the salt. after swimming we watched a little helicopter show. at night was fun we were in tents and talked about lots of interesting stuff. then had a bonfire. day three was basically up and had service, had worship and a message. it was about the meaning of relaxing, and how to give up your burdens through God. theres so many like memories so i'll make a random list
The List:
-bogey boarding fail
-catchin da wavesss
-Smooth Away
-tight bracelets (haha thanks mish! i love it)
-level up spoons
-trying to make darkie laugh during level up spoons
-cheesepuff
-birthday cake
-jenny's PINK spray
-sunburnt
-aloe vera
-pb+j sandwiches
-fishing
-being everyone's fishing bitch by helping them with the light or untangeling seaweed
-scary stories
-scaring paul
-BUZZ sound everytime it got awkward
-taboo
-prostate cancer discussions
-michael making up korean dramas
-stargazing
-forming a cross w/ crystal michael josh
-talkingggggggg
-long walks on the beach haha
-sandcrabs
-sharpass rocks that cut everyone on the shore
-dirty feet
-volleyball (we win! K.O)
-kid who literally smelled like crap
-plump golden retreivers with a cute baby face
-harmonizing
-jason mraz songs
-john mayer songs
-food channel discussions
-corn, corn, corn
-losing my shirt in the ocean
-almost losing the waveboard thing in the ocean
-secret code 5-2-4 for bathroom access
yep it was good.
need sleep.
im so happy nick@nite has malcolm in the middle now
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