HANDMADE

im listening to sooner or later by nerd and i guess i'll just spill the beans of my current state cause i gots nothing to do.
so like ever since i made this blahspot even though i didnt really wanna but at the same time i did really wanna, i've been so conscience of what i wrote. so you know vat? im gonna just tell it like it is. today was a good day i finally had a relaxing day since winter recess started. bahah why do you think i wrote winter recess instead of winter break? yeah i dont know either but it just sounds more highschoolish.

well i woke up at like 12 and my throat felt like someone poured kitty litter down my throat so i searched in the dark for my waterbottle in my bag from yesterday night at knotts=) and i drank(drunk? my grammar is getting worser and worser) that shiz good. i hate water. i cant drink it by itself and the only water i can drink by itself is fiji mostly cause its rectangular not circular. and has an exotic name.

yeah so the first thing i do is visit my brohos room, smelly breath and all and collapse on his bed while he's playing WOW than i go to the rent's room and collapse on their bed than i go to the living room and i am pooped out by this time from all that exercise and collapse on my asian electronic heat mat and watch scary movie 2/anthony bourdain. no reservations till 5. it was coo cause anthony bourdain did a travel episode on korea and i got all excited but when i watched it it was plain boring and he was gettin all worked up about kimchi.

my ma got the mail and she came back with a package from nylon and i was like haaaay oh fo reaaaal?? cuz i knew what it was. and i struggled with the plastic bag for 5 minutes than i opened it up to a brand spankin new nylon shirt FO FREE. i didnt know they'd actually send me one cuz on my letter i got bored so i wrote all this random shiz on it and put stickers on it and stufff and i said things like "send me a free shirt!!!.....naw justkiddin. (my size is M)" but i guess they actually read it. i am wearing it right this minute.
yup i ate chirashi for din din and my mom just yelled at me right now for throwing away the extra fish. I DID NOT KNOW WOMAN NOW CHILL. sheesh it aint like its the last chirashi in the world.

yep my tomorrows plans are golfing w/ mandy, karen, and kane. im kinda pumped to go cuz i havent been golfing since like 6th grade but only cause my daddy-o gets all superior when it comes to golf and wont even let me hit a ball without yelling at my every move. -__---- (btw my -___----- is famous and patended and is called the lazy eye.) so yep we're all going even though we're gonna have to fight through all those middle-aged korean men golfing.

i just watched a video and it was a short brazillian film and it had lovefoxxx in it and it was actually pretty interestin.

"the film TELLS a STORY of love, using symbols and images to translate abstract feelings."
accordin to the video description and i dont really get it yet but im using my english class skills and trying to analyze it. so far my analysis is the girl breaks up with the guy and lovefoxxx doesnt have any eyebrows but she would look alot prettier w/ em.. and that she looks a little like beth ditto..and the guy looks like my math tutor..and the video reminded me of harajuku lovers.
i liked it though.

its almost 2009 and it seems like just yesterday when i had trouble writing 08 instead of 07 on my homework. this year has been pretty...fast i think i got afflicted w/ alotta things too fast. idk how to say it but chyeaah...i learned about love, family, obsession and what my future might look like.i had my eyes on a shizload of guys srsly i have enough hormones to feed 450395034 other people. for the family part i came to be REALLY thankful for them. i realized why God chose this family for me. i always wanted a HUGE like mexican status family that likes to have all these family get-togethers and 2 pairs of grandparents who give me sweaters and money and stories of their lives. i dont have any grandparents now but im thankful for the time i had with them. but now i love every single family member i have. for the obsession part haha i didnt learn anything but its just that i switched obsessions from the horrors and the uk to big bang and my own culture. but my obsession w/ big bang is not as strong as i had with the horrors and the uk. i think when the horrors come out w/ their 2nd album i'm going back to my old obsession =) im still in love w/ faris badwan & joe spurgeon & rhys webb but i would rape top any day. aaand for the future part well for now im focusing on becoming an architect. my designs wouldnt be modern and futuristic but buildings based on the early 1900s.

im listening to this time tomorrow by the kinks now.
I IS DONE.

my favorite quote of this week is
"THAZ PURE GENIUS MAN!"
-vivian p. dewong

feliz navidaddy everybody

xxx,
caroline

I'LL TELL YOU WHAT I WANT WHAT I REALLY REALLY WANT

i want

i found the creepiest picture of him just so you horny girls out there wont start liking him too
cause you know, hes mine. all mine.

xxx,
mrs choiseunghyun

numero uno

hey hey hey its caroline
im watching herbie fully loaded
and crystal uglee told me to make this blahspot
lindsay lohan squeals too much
oh looky here now its hannah montana
gotta change the channel now
stay classy planet earth.

xxx,
caroline