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i can never think of any good titles that summarizes what im about to write this very moment right about now. i hate how i cant write what im REALLY thinkin about and what im REALLY feelin on blogspot cause you got those gossip girls and the lurkers snooping around so you cant write honestly and theres boundaries. =l my moms gonna be barge in any minute now to tell me to go to sleep. i dont wannnaa go to school tomorrow. i cant write anything right now. i love harajuku lovers Baby fragrance it smells like babies and chanel number 5. THATS MY SIGNATURE SCENT FROM NOW ON LADIES (or guys..if it floats your boat). so i better not smell any Baby on anyone besides me. justkitty.

i have no books to read dangit i borrowed karan's Coraline book just for the heck of it and it was pretty fun for an hour. its so easy to read omg i remember i saw it at a book fair when i was a wee little 5th grader and i read the back and i couldnt read shit and the cover scared the poop out of me. dude i couldnt even look at a goosebumps book cause the covers were some scary shit. i say shit to much srsly. i was writing an essay and i wrote shit instead of stuff. hahah i dont think i have a cussing habit though. its occasionally when im joking and if i get hurt and rarely when i get pissed off. and i barely say anything else besides shit and the f-bomb. i dont cuss as much as the trashcan aka moanna =] justkiddinn trashcan.

you know what really grinds my gears? public restrooms. it takes me like an hour in a public restroom. i remember i saw a purell commercial and it like sanitized the whole public bathroom by just looking through the bottle. i really want that. that is goin on my christmas list. yeah but heres the whole dealio on bathrooms. first i walk in and theres toilet paper all over the floor and theres some wet spots. and it smells a lil musty and i hate the loud ass fan going on. its like roaring at you while you're trying to do your business. the light is always a shade of yellow and sometimes its FLICKERING. freaking scary.
i hate the toilets with the house flusher like its not the ones you can just flush down with your foot but like you actually have to touch it and flush it. yahh and i hate it when theres no toilet seat covers and the toilet paper is the most CHEAPEST kind thats recycled 294034 times and feels like cardboard and thinner then paper. like its one of those toilet papers that doesnt even have a brand and its just called Toilet Paper. dude and why do they even bother putting those trashcan thingies there its so nasty and no ones even gonna touch it cause its spilling out with wet stuff. -__- ok so after you go through that process you go to wash your hands and the mirror is one of those cheap mirrors that distort your face and its like one of those funhouse mirrors...-____- OMG and even if its one of those good mirrors some stupid dumbbutt with no life has to scratch on some graffiti or like "Chantelle + Jamal forever" on it so you cant even see your face. i hate it when the faucet is the cold only faucet where you have to push it down and it turns on for about 3.5 seconds. AND i hate it when the soap containers empty or theres no soap at all. then after all that you have to dry your hands and then i have to use the towel to open the door handle but then the door is ALWAYS the furthest from the trashcan and you have to stretch all the way to throw away the paper while holding the door open with your foot. -________- dont even get me started on portable restrooms. good nighty xxx, caroline

blisters

i cant walk my freakin feet are all cut up. i have exactly 8.5 blisters on my feet from dryland cause i forgot my socks and had to run to grand in my bare feet in really tight sneakers. and my freaking limited edition sesame street bandaids fell off during swimming so my blisters were exposed to the chlorine and everyone's sweat. i dragged myself home and my feet were so sore/burning/stinging i got a big ass cut on the bottom of my toe and i have no idea how i got it.

after swimming karen and vanessa rode their bikes over cholo style over to my crib and we finally watched Stepbrothers. it. is. HILLLLAAAAARIOUSSSSS. BOATS N HOS BOATS N HOS. SLEEPWALKING. IM BURYING YOU. I HATE YOUR GUTS. THIS WEDDING IS HORSESHIT. if you dont know what im talking about, i suggest you go to video 94 right now or costco and watch some stepbrothers. dude bella napoli's pizza is saaaltaay! it tastes like they dumped 10 pounds of salt on it instead of marinara. omg and in the beginning of the movie vivian dewong broke into my backyard and came in through my backdoor and i didnt see her but i saw her shadow coming in and i was like what the...FUUUUU and i jumped up and i was about to call 911 and freaking vanessa and karen were just sitting on the couches watching the shadow. hahahha and then vivian came in. shieet i really thought it was a burgerler, burgalar, bergarler how the shit do you spell burgalar. there we go..haha yeah and karen said she saw her beforehand but vanessa didnt know and thought it was a thugg but she just sat there with a pizza in her hands. yeah so vivian scared the bejeebies out of me then we went to the backyard and played with my dog for like 10 seconds, spied on the neigbors then went back inside to watch the movie. haha but karen was all like dude if there ever was a burgalar caroline would run and leave us hahaha that was kinda true..i thought the "burgalar" had a gun and my first thought was hide and i ended up standing right in front of the door frozen and just watching the "burgalar" struggling through the curtains. but then i was like call the popo but then i saw vivian's ponytail.
haha yah today was fun i think im gonna go work out the guns at 24 with the vanessa tomorrow.

later dawgs im out

xxx,
caroline

stanley yelnats

shoooooot
i forgot so much shit today
i swear im gettin alzheimer for sure.
me and vanessa already know we're gettin it since my grandpop's had it and her grandma(s) had it too so we'll be getting it together and live at the senior citizen's neighborhood Magnolia with life alert in case we fall down like this


ok heres a list of all the important and not important but still important shit i forgot:
-binder
-bio workbook
-rainbows
-sneakers
-bobby pins
and i forgot what else i forgot. SEE???
its really grinding my gears. i should be studying for a bio quiz but im watching Holes on disney channel for no reason CAUSE I HAVE IT ON DVD.
i hate caroline.

xxx,
caroline

keep stressin my mind mind

i got a second chance and tried out for swimming again today....i didnt make it....





















...........................................NAAAAAWT i madee it =) i is so happy. i barely made it w/ a 1:27 and 1:32 was the max limit. coach lani was supah nice, she looks like rumer willis. and thats a compliment in my opinion. yahh and not to get all mushy gushy but i wouldnt have done this without me friends =) vanessa,karen,paige,mandy,and lily thanks muchos. yesterday i didnt have the balls to ask the coach for a second chance but they backed me up and kinda sorta forced me too.

i got myself an A on my math test and i remember in my old entry i was whining that i would never getting an A again. well check me out now yeeeah booy. omg i hate Under One Roof with flavor flav in it. their acting is beyond bad not even kidding and their material sucks soooooo much even i can do better and i am not the best actor or materialmaker out there my friend.

moving onn...i almost finished my movie list so faar
burn after reading [x]
tropic thnuder [x]
marie antoinette [x]
batman begins [x]
stepbrothers [ ]
the illusionist [ ]
bourne ultimatium [ ]
rush hour 3 [x]
dang this feels like a survey, ooh havent done a survey in awhile.
i hate all the movies i watched. marie antoinette would've been ok if they didnt lagg it so much. tropic thunder was a disapointment..its funny to talk about like nacho libre but watching it..not so much. i fell asleep in the end of batman begins but it was fun and batty.

what should i wear tomorrow..
i feel like

Day N Nite (Crookers Remix) - Kid Cudi
took me forever to find this remix, jim jones version stinks like him..burn

xxx,
caroline

i love blockbusterz

so i decided to go a lil craazy and buy a shitload of dvds from blockbusters cause they were selling 5 dvds for 20 bucks and they were pretty recent ones too.
movies to watch before school starts list:
-stepbrothers (im savin it to watch w/ vanessa since i am such a good friend) [ ]
-tropic thunder (wanted to watch it since day two) [ ]
-marie antoinette (i like the font they used for the title) [ ]
-batman begins (i bet i watched this on tnt but i dont remembuh) [ ]
-bourne ultimatium (ummmmm...yeah idk) [ ]
-burn after reading (the dewongs said it was funny but there was only one lol part. B+) [X]
-rush hour tres (i give it a b- since its like the millionth sequel) [X]
-the illusionist (cause jessica biel is oh so fine) [ ]

i couldnt find balls of fury or darjeeling limited =C uh yeah i bought stepbrothers, tropic thunder, and burn after reading for 3 for 20 dollah cause my ma wanted to watch burn after reading. OMG never again watch R movies w/ my mom..the whole time she was saying "she crazy" to the girl in burn after reading in korean. good thing there wasnt a full sex scene i would've died.

i only watched burnaftereading and rush hour 3 so far and they all sucked it was only 11:30 after so i took a pee/food break and got on the labbytop. my comp decided to let me upload pictures this time (my comps really weird like sometimes it works when i hit the browse button on the internet for uploading and most of the time it doesnt..and yeah forget it) so i think i will put up a little picture update from alotta stuff.

beginning with the most important event
MY BIRTHDAY =)
omg...my pictures are 34% done and i just watched half an episode of thats so raven..freaking FiOS it aint that BIG.
ok i got a few but they're all mixed up


do the ******** face!


the sun was in my face..or im just fat


girlys minus karan


sharon osbourne!! i miss ya john hopkins academy buddies fo lifee


paparazzi shots by vivian


whaaa


apologies for the blank face


more pap shots by viv


dance dance revolucion


bawwling


creepy in the back


ndtitanlady pose..idk


arcade


paige montojojojojo


we dont take normal pictures


michael jackson shoes


nocturnal state


myshell


haha split bangs..no shame


the face karen makes when i piss her off and i dont LISTEN when I AM LISTENING jk


i hate highschool sorta


fobbilicious


guess who


thats who


awkwaaard


kane sunnysideup


The Pretty Girl Ugly Face..prolly wont get this one unless you're one of them=)


macro mandy


creepy mandy


Pretty Girl Ugly Face pt II


The Take-A-Picture-But-The-Flash-Is-Too-Bright Face

LOL i love friends no homo

DISNEYLAND

you only really need this picture for disneyland WOOT WOOT


GOOD NIGHTO IM OFF TO WATCH BATMAN OR THATS SO RAVEN

xxx,
caroline

FOOK YU

i dont know maybe its because its friday the 13th and all but today was a BADASS day.
this week went by purdy fast and it was fun but AUGH why just today???? WHY???
yeah so the day was aaaall good in da neighborhoood even pe was fun w/ all the dodgeballin. i am the master, never got hit. yeah booy cant touch this! chyeah so 6th period which is keyboarding came by and i was on quizilla.com as usual takin quizzes on what type of milkshake i am or which twilight character is for you??. i got chocolate and eddie cullen just in case you might've been wonderin.

uh yeah so i think i cursed the rest of the day cause i was in bitch mode and this really slow and retarted girl was being really slow and retarted and i was like bitch can you stop being slow and retarted?? in my head...blast it. blast you slow and retarted girl. yeah so today was the day for swim team results and i went w/ paige all the way to the damn swiimin pool in the rain to see that I DIDNT FUCKING MAKE THE TEAM. you dont even know how baaaaad i wanted to get into swim. ITS A TRADITION IN MY HOUSE SH!T. yeah i took it real cool and slick like i didnt give a poop..until i got into vanessas car. idk i think its the rain but tears just started pourin out and i realized how much it meant to me. i truly didnt give a shit about golf but swimming is a whole notha story. i was one of those millions of asian kids who went every day to pacific palms or industry swimming or whatever it was originally called and swam my ass off everyday GAWD. bob saget. i feel like a complete failure at every thing i try. what the eff man.
yeeeah so i wasnt in the mood to be all by myself so went to vanessas house and cried a little bit on vanessa's flounder DOLL and then ate some gooood pho and that cheered me up real quick. then watched that 70s show and music&lyrics and i gotta admit that hugh grant is pretty hawt but i like jude law better. i always got them mixed up.
yup then vivian came home and cheered me up more too first words she said "CAAAAAAAROLINE EFF THE WATER EFF THE TEAM EFF SWIMMING EFF VARSITY EFF EFF EFF"
thats what im talking about.

vanessa fell asleep watching her favorite show SONNY W/ A CHANCE so i hung w/ vivian and tried on dresses and wore some 4 inch heels burned my hair w/ the curling iron and vivian looked at ugly slutty people on the internet. that sicko. hehe justkiddin. then we watched SPICE WORLD and NINE MONTHS oh..my...allah. dont even think about watching spice world. WASTE OF TIIIIIIIIME even if its a 90s movie and all but this is HORRIBLE. i bet they used like 50 bucks to make the entire movie. theres like 45043958034 evil villains scheming to kill the spice girls. scary spice is rawring all the time w/ her cornrows and they never show posh spice (the only hot one)...omg me and vivian were dying and we finally stopped when aliens starting coming on. we popped in nine months (some 90s movie w/ hugh grant and the principle from school of rock) OMG HILLLAAAARIOUS even the title intro was better then spice world's.


now i came home and i feel so dazed right now cause i went through so much shittake this week.
i want to read some good books but idk where to start. suggestions? PLEASE NO TWILIGHT OR CONFESSIONS OF A SHOPAHOLIC BOOKS none of those kinda crap.
i planned to go w/ sam to big lots to buy out the last of the poloroid film but i think im goin solo tomorrow=) sorry budd if you're readin this.

my brain is fried right now so g'day
royal tenenbaums soundtrack soothes my brain.

String Wuartet in F Major (Second Movement) - Original Soundtrack

Aquarius

If you don't share everything that's on your mind today, you have a better chance of getting what you want. Being overly expressive of your feelings may frighten away someone special because you can come on stronger than you intend. Underplaying your hand is a wise strategy now. Things should go your way as long as you exhibit some self-restraint.

WOOHOO!

xxx, caroline

land of disney

havent updated fo awhile now and i chose the best time to update. biology test studying time of course
but this is on my to do list so might as well.
lets begin.
um actually i'll just be puttin up some pictures and captioning it and thats about it.
a little something about my day as im uploading my 126 pictures on bucket of photos. i got a shitload to do this week and im trying to control my stress levels so i wont start getting a shitload of pimples. i hate choosing clothes in the morning since i have effing zero period and wake up at 5 and i dont have time to choose clothes the night before cause..I JUST CANT. i guess i wear whatever i feel nowadays i wish i was stick skinny like u.o models and wear whatever the hail i want but animal fries never tasted so good -__--- if i get into swimming i'll exercise and eat like a rabbit. i wanna go shopping in korea for like a day or three and come back. with the economy i'll probably get sum good bargains or two =) after i pay $934509385093 for the plane ride there of course. dayum im such a debbie downer right now and im not even upset. i got a 94% on me math test yippieeee my last A for the semester =l DUDE IM SUCHA DOWNER WHAT THE HAIL?? im usually optimistic as shit i promise. im sad now that nylons becoming a household name. i dont really care about kids following trends and making them old but nylon was the thing i could rely on when i felt like a clone amongst everyone. i see middle school kids w/ magazine cutouts (more like ripouts since they dont even have the sense to cut it) from nylon on their binders and its worse in highschool -____- but i cant say im all that upset since nylons becoming more and more like every other magazine and it's losing its touch. its just not the same with it being mainstream and all. i guess its good for them but what about the girls who searched desperately in every bookstore for a magazine that didnt have lindsay lohan in it. i remember my first issue had Be Your Own Pet on the cover i think it was june or july...yeah well if you're a new reader to nylon, drink it all in, it wont last. yah that was my rant on nylon i've been wanting to rant about like a year ago.
piczz are done finahlly. im only putting on a select few cause i really should at least read a page of bio.

DISNEYLAND january 24 09

backstage cause we V.I.P (vanessa is pooping)


buddy clements hawhawhaw


whos cool?


cartoon cartoon!

shes haawt


yes


i've been working out my pinky

okay this is gonna take forever fawk dis shiet for now.
TO BE CONTINUED

xxx,
caroline