Sunday, August 30, 2009

Qs & As

answer some questions, i will.
i wanted juicy questions but these will do=)
keep at it!

#1: Who is the lady with the rose boobs?
who wants to know? haha jk
marilyn monroe

#2: Who is that girl in that picture up there?
marilyn freaking monroe

#3: Is that elaine chae? in the third picture?2nd box
yes, yes it is. jello?

#4:
so caroline.is it true that...uhhah freakinn i dont know what to ask youill post another one when i think of a good question :)xoxo, gossipgirl
take your time blair

#5: why aren't you answering my texts..........................................
apologies...........................................................

#6: like anyone?
HONESTLY. no i dont. i really dont. but i AM trying to get over someone whom i've had a major crush on for long long time...im talkin like 4 years here. yeaa im the type where if i truly liked someone i would for A REALLY LONG TIME. i've only liked a total of 4 guys for all 15 years o' my life =)

#7:Do you like people who smoke?
hmmmmmmm.
well i've become a little immune to the news of friends smoking. like its no suprise to me anymore. i might judge you and place you in a certain label of people but it wont really affect my respect for you. but i mean its a TREND the only reason kids start underage smoking is because they want to look cool. dont give me that bullsheet that you're so stressed out so you turned to smoking, if thats the only source of tranquility that comes to your mind, i feel sorry for you because theres alot more to life than the status quo. to me if you're a smoker you're as much a badass as a nun.

#8:
Do you like being around those who smoke?
as long as they're not blowing the shit right in my face&i dont want to be seen with a buncha people smoking. i've got a rep to uphold =)
i'll hang out with them (when they're not smoking), no sweat. as long as they dont influence me nor pressure me into it. if i ever do smoke it sure wont be when im underage.
if im around strangers that smoke i give them a dirty look and cover my face with my shirt, sorry but i try to be healthy.

#9:
who inspiress you?!
EVERYTHING whether it be for fashion, career, music, or life in general
for fashion i used to look up to cory kennedy,olivia,mary-kate olsen and nicole richie, but not so much anymore, i want to look a little more classier now.
but really, i think the smallest things can inspire me. the cover of an old book or an ad in a magazine or the architect of a building. even a daisy can inspire me to change my room or my style..when im really down in the dumps academically i watch mtv cribs or something and almost instantly i get pumped up to become a baller one day =)

#10:
if you had to choose any guy from church to date who would you choose ? (=
HAHA JAY CHONG MOST DEF! bahahahhaa you know.. if i HAAD to ;]


P.S
ITS MY 69TH POST
CONGRATULATIONS TO ME!
i'd like to thank...nah justkidding =)

Thursday, August 27, 2009

ask me

ask me anything, anything at all

this seems fun
i will (probably) answer all questions honestly.
cross my heart hope to die stick a needle in my eye

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

age of aquarius

aquarius(1/21-2/19)

You might want to hang out the 'Do Not Disturb' sign as the week begins -- and not necessarily because you're holed up with a certain someone. Your privacy and independence are precious now. Give yourself the space you need. Then, around Wednesday, Thursday and Friday, you're ready to share your life again, and people love being around you. Maybe it's your big ideas and the stars in your eyes! When the weekend comes, figure out what's been off your romantic radar. Now's the time to tune into what (or is that whom?) you've been missing.


heh made me giggle

school is a-okay! actually its been a pretty good week, going by at a steady pace. everyone seems like new to me and thats cool. my teachers are tolerable and might i say entertaining?

0-havent done shit for the past 3 days because of instrument assigning and so on and wicks didnt get on my nerves besides not letting me go to the bathroom with vanessa
1-meester lim is so nice..sorta and hes one of those teachers whos still dedicated to teaching..sorta. karen,vivian aka pattycake, and paige are all in this class with me so extra pointss! class is ridiculously easy as of now.
2-french is mostly all review and "danser dans un carre". deshan is suspiciously nicer and still possibly gay.
3-i keep forgetting i have english in 3rd period and i get my algebra II book out and head to the Y building until i see my math classmates walking the other way DOH!!
4-annoyed that wendlands insisting on not turning on his lights in his class for all 3 days and to infinity. class is so boring, stuck in the back with no book tray underneath the chair to relax my feet on =C
LUNCH-ABLES-fun,hot,sweaty,fun. sitting in the same spot with some shade. freshmen-free. what more can ya want
5-i truly hate the y-buildings. its a death walk going there in the boiling sun. one of knox's marathon number sign things is 6969 tehehehe
6-swimming is bittersweet. feels so good, but too lazy at the same time. i like my hair after swim though.

picture day tomorrow and i dont give a shieet!
gonna wear a random tshirt and some ripped up shorts
thats the way uh huh uh huh i like it!

Monday, August 24, 2009

first day of my life

"I’m glad I didn’t die before I met you"

so the first day of schoolio..is always fun =) the day started off pretty bad, i couldnt sleep until 2ish because of my jet lag from summer and my hair was so retarted and my bangs would not sweep to the side so i went to school with fluffy jackedup hair plus my perm is dying so my hairs not that wavy anymore boohoo. in the beginning school was okaaay my classes have a decent number of people i actually give a crap about or is interested to bond with and watching the freshmen with all their carefully picked outfits and face full of makeup or hair filled with gel was fun.as the day progressed my day did get better and i was all smiles by the end of school. first days are usually always the same with the awkward conversations,smiling faces,neverending hugs, and a bunch of papers to get signed...gotta love it! i think this first day was different, it had a special kind of feel to it. i can tell its going to be grrrrreat! year. hopefully i wont regret those words.

Sunday, August 23, 2009

last week of summer

was basically taken over by oovoo

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and last but not least i present you..
VIVIAN "PATTY" LAM WITH HER HAIR DOWN
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that about wraps up my last week of summer
pretty self explanatory
mos def not looking forward to tomorrow, but at least its a mini-day. i really just want to say hi to everyone i missed and get the hail out of there. i spent $65 on school supplies today, that deserves an automatic A+. i wish walnut was more fun =C a week at db would be fun or even ayala. word on the street is ayala is home of the megahotties he he. highlight of the day is karan giving me big bang socks with top all over it =] GRACIAS BESTAMIGO! and about the accident, well im still praying for them and i feel bad that its the best i can do. i cant imagine my friends or even myself in that situation =/

lets get this year over with!

Thursday, August 20, 2009

its over


the fresh princess says so

Wednesday, August 19, 2009

so many things

and so little time=C
why didnt i do shit the whole summer and when it comes down to the last week im busy to the bone.
summer 09 was bullsheet. hopefully i wont say the same about sophmore year. im not expecting anything but im just looking forward to a relaxing, minor stress entailed yeauh. i wanna meet alot more new exciting people soo step right up stranger. i can tell im gonna be vaaary busy from 5:50 in the morning to 4:00 in the PM. my only academic goal this year is to get straight As for the first time in my life (elementary was hard! =C jk i was just a stupid kid with a small attention span) im not doing any elective besides sports&orchestra so might as well focus on my studies. i hope this year is F.U.N. sing it with me now!
f is for friends we do stuff togethaaaer
u is for YOU and ME
n is for nywhere and nytime at alL!!
down here in the deep blue seeeaaaaa
YAAY

but on a serious note i really want to have a good time this year. good friends, good grades, goood spirit, just overall a gooood time.
yah so went to 24 and met up with some of the gsc guys, i cant have a good work out with you all there i get too distracted. octomom kinda looks like angelina jolie dontcha think?but 20x uglier and a whole lotta baggage. i was watching some documentary on her while running on the treadmill. psshh that must've gotten her some more desperatly undeserved publicity and cashmoney. AHH and there was this cute guy next to me the whole time and we watched chelsea lately together =) teeheee

TO WALNUT KIDDOS make it a good year or not..the choice is yours =)
TO DB KIDDOS boo you cows. heh jk. i hang out with you guys too much! but i still love you all =]

Sunday, August 16, 2009

ramblings

you should listen to beauty by the shivers while reading this.i think its the perfect wine to my cheesy post.

i used to think that hey i should just go with the flow and let things work out on their own.

well i was mistaken. nothing seems to be working out for me, eh i shouldnt say that its just i want to start living but something or someone keeps getting in my way. i try to live every day with my chin up but its hard when everyone shoves it back down. i hate it when things fail miserably. i miss having fun. i havent had a really fun day in a long time. i dont even know what my real laugh is anymore. i put on a fake smile and laugh just to see if it might help me have a happier time. nope.i want to meet someone fresh. someone new.someone who wont let me down. someone who i can talk to without having to impress. someone funny. humors an odd thing and i find it tiring. people these days try so hard to be the funny one in the group when they're just not meant to be and its just pathetic watching them. thats why i want to meet someone whos naturally funny and can influence me to live everyday as a joke. i take things way too seriously for a typical suburban teenager. ugh i just need something FRESH! somebody..anybody..at least someone who can make me genuinely laugh but at the same time someone whos willing to open up to me so i can open up to them. im the type to bottle all my emotions up and observe others and their own emotions from my little observatory inside me. i dunno. i just never really let everything i had in mind out into the open. i dont mean i want a boyfriend though. these days im not even interested in a relationship. i think its my laziness and plus im scared they're going to distract me from my studies heh. i dunno. my mom randomly said to me recently that she doesnt mind me having a bf as long as i set boundaries and i was just thinking to myself like uhh ok you should've told me that earlier because now i dont give a shit about stupid relationships. high school love isnt love at all. plus what can you do, its not like you're going to actually marry them. its all fun and games. but i mean thats always fun to talk about and gossip about some juicy drama so yeah keep at it. i think for me...right now if i had to go into a relationship, it would be really adventurous and practically an indie movie status relationship LOL i have no idea what im getting at but ok. reader if you are still reading i suggest you stop because im about to sound like a lunatic loser rambling about nonsensical shit. OKAY so for me i want this kind of relationship. like..a super top secret confidential relationship that both of us dont even know we're in yannowhatimsaying?? like everyone around us can tell we have a thang but we have no idea. and we have to be like supppperduper close and we're the best of friends yet we're bitches to each other the meanest to each other. and our relationship has to revolve around fun and humor so in other words you better be a funnyass guy. hmm what else oh and the guy should be like cool&collected yet when he opens up hes like the life of the party. but i dont want a guy whos under the influence, like smoking is pushing the limit but i think random hot gangly strangers who are smoking are kinda hot. but you gotta be british.=] isnt that every girls dream? to move to london and land some important fashionassociated job and marry a hot skinny british dude and live in a studio? or maybe thats just me. hm oh and the dude has to be like down to earth and sorta chill and he has to be charismatic and i havta be comfortable around him that he could just come to my house and i could be in my pjs and looking like shittake. he should cook too and i want someone who loves swimming and the beach like me. i think its sad when people dont like the water, its the best feeling when you dive in and the water slowly envelopes your body.also someone who has really good music taste thats similar to the music i like but they can teach me more about it. also who knows alot about movies too.good movies. sometimes shyness gets on my nerves and i dont find it attractive. just find the balls to say something its not that hard. but then again obnoxious people are a thousand times worse, unless they're funny haha. everyone likes a funny person.and like yeaaah i want the relationship to be a movie. like an eternal sunshine of the spotless mind situation or a complicated relationship like margot and richie except the step-siblings part cuz thats too nazty. haha i think that would be fun. i should be thinking wtf am i getting into when i begin the relationship that im talkin about. hah i make it sound like my expectations are soaring high but really its not. this is just me rambling about what would be nice. my expectations arent high or low cause well, i never experienced love and i dont even know what to expect. yeaah something thats not love at all but just a time of funn. basically, unless this type of relationship finds me ,i'll pass on anything related to love. yes so that is my impossible relationship.

im so bored right now. bored to the bone. bored out of my mind. i hate making plans though. someone make a damn plan and take me away from my little yellow cottage.

"i feel that you shouldnt get involved in an intimate relationship until you are emotionally mature enough to handle it. totally!"
i love playlistsssssss
oooh and i love mix cds

sighhhh
i''ll still be here

Friday, August 14, 2009

my lair

i had nothing else to do today so i declared today to be Clean My Effing Room Day
i lived for the whole summer with my clothes piled up everywhere and dust and spiders in every corner and the room smelling a little odd. finally cleaned it up and put up some extra decor here and there.
i was so proud i took some pictures and made my mom come in the room and praise me for my cleanliness
you should see the closet..tehehe

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this took me about 5 hours
i kept getting distracted by diet coke and vanessa&victoria busting into my house and stealing my water and stepbrothers dvd
i wanna go to the swapmeet tomorrow

-C

Thursday, August 13, 2009

so listen

can i have it? can i have yo numba?
oooooh DAYUM i just saw the hottest guy today at boiling crab

full body shot description:
-looks about 5'8 ish
-lean but muscley
-black v-neck that reached down to the tips of his nips (or almost :p)
-black beanie
-i forgot but im guessing ray ban-esque glasses with clear lens (EXTRA POINTS!!)
-cigarette in hand
-kissing his ooogly girlfriend >:l (immediate turn off)

hahaha i havent seen a guy like that in a while but of course like every hot guy i see he's taken
mysterious hot guy if you read this, im not creepy i just fall hard for guys like yourself hart <3
aaanyway hurray! my computer is finally letting me upload my videos and pizzles
bought some johnny's!! coming in on the 18th
ok im goin to narnia now brb

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

adventuree!!

went to the house of vanessa
swam and tanned and made fun of vivian and omair sitting in a tree, e-a-t-i-n-g-c-u-r-r-y
HAHA jai ho!!
went on a lil adventure on our handy dandy mountain bikes
punctured my left knee from vanessa's hannah montana boots
got to snow creek park and chilled at the v-spot
watched fat emo kids party with their shasta cola drank hehe justkidding fat emo kids
paved the uphill streets of snow creek
worked out for the first time in a WHILE
thighs burning,faces sweaty
rockband while trying to talk to vivian about serious matters
made a large glass of chocolate milk
watched a rerun of america's next fugly top model (that season was just a fugly fest)
strutted back home doing the tyra walk

-C

Tuesday, August 11, 2009

read all about it

holy shit i have so many books that im reading at one time
-job (very good)
-montana (is ok)
-nectar in a sieve (not my fucking genre.)
-cats cradle (excited)

this is not good
but exciting at the same time
yeeah i have no life

"We Bokononists believe that humanity is organized into teams, teams that do God's Will without ever discovering what they are doing."
-Kurt Vonnegut, Cat's Cradle
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Monday, August 10, 2009

retreat 09

im trying to remember all my hopes and goals i made up there
one thing i remember is to read the bible once a week starting at job and uhhh yeaaah its on the tip of my tongue but i'll remember sooner or later right?
i tried taking retreat very seriously this year and i kinda did, i actually did morning qts and took legit notes and barely doodled besides a masterpiece portait of everyone sitting around me.
i sink i got closer to a few select and met some younger peeps and all that. our skit didnt win but we got 2nd place AND they said we were ze funniest skit so HAW HAW. jusss kidding but i really wanted to win, i havent won since 6th grade. im sure judy or michelles gonna upload the skits because, well they have no lives =D

random stuff that is grinding my gears right this moment:
-my lost wallet with my school id which i need to get my books on thursday CRAP plus i actually came out good in that picture -_-
-the virus that is feasting on my laptop
-my computer acting retarted and not letting me upload SHIT.
-school in 2 weeks
-the group picture from retreat WTF. not cool. im basically not in it.
thaz about it.

its funny at retreat cause the numero uno topic to talk about is boys and/or girls. i've rated nearly everyone and decided whos cuter than who AHA the food was delish.
i got sunburnt from swimmin and hurt my butt,back and feet from trying to do some crazy flips into the pool. aand there was no all nighter but got to play viking and shabushabu and some pretty good games of mafia. yup yup gotta do some homework now

thaaz all folks!

Wednesday, August 5, 2009

scarlett

scarlett johanson has one, why not me?
can't wait, hopefully i get one soon before it goes whack

retreat coming soon to churches everywhere!
not a whole lotta people going but i cant wait for some bonding time with the trinity
yep i got my hair permed and nearly died from it
i was put through wash after wash and was brainwashed by the heating machine that felt like a million pounds clipped onto each of my rollers. i read nearly every issue of Star and People magazine during those 3 hours of pure beautification torture with the result of me looking exactly the same, only more tired. i finally watch slumdog millionaire and yes this is like 5 months late but it was awesome. i love indian culture now kinda, at least its more interesting now. also began watching les choristes and im lovin it.
i wish my hair was longer,it seems like the same length. i wish i didnt have that emo phase where i chopped my hair off and razored it to pieces =l.
one thing i noticed is that music has become very bland to me. i've updated my ipod but when i listen on shuffle i skip song after song. i need some new and fresh, i've heard every genre of songs there is from hardcore to k-pop and i've gone through phases of music and now it seems like theres nothing left for me to listen to. techno became so BORING! what the hell everything now is just noise or just plain cheesy. im kinda liking the psychedellic/garage rock/flower-punk music like young lords or black lips. theres something native about them but it gets boring sometimes.
dang i wasnt meaning on writing about music but i guess its the only thing on my mind right now.
pardon the boring entry

Sunday, August 2, 2009

alone

everyone seems to be going away
no one to show my perm too HAHA
yeah my hair smells like ass right now