dear dumb diary

my human geo book is laid out in front of me as i write this
all this crap is basically anthropology and the idea of it intrigues me, but another part of my dumb brain distracts me to do something completely different and irrelevant like oh i dunno WRITING THIS BLOG. -_-
i've been pretty lazy with this, but blogspot is pretty much dead as roadkill so im only writing to myself. theres alotta new things stirrin up inside my little head so i guess i'll spill a few beans. sigh lets get this over with yeah?

Dear Dumb Blog,
so my tiny, little dream of going to Berkeley has been crushed into a million little pieces after realizing that they care more about your GPA than SAT scores and other extra curriculum. theres a really slim chance of me being able to get straight a's this semester with current grades of A,A-,B-,C+,UNKNOWN,C-,and another A. hah...hah...hah. i really cant call myself an asian anymore. i know im focusing on stupid shit instead of my studies but i cant slap myself hard enough to get back on track. i should be thinking about GRADES,TESTS,STUDYING,AND PRACTICES but what im really thinking about are BOYS,BOYS,BOYS,MAKEUP,CLOTHES,MUSIC, AND BEJEWLED.
bejewled is my crack these days, i think the sound effects is what really gets to ya. current score: 129,500. oh wow while i was checking my score i saw michelle just get the 250K medal. i must beat her now. ok i need to wrap this up and study chem and human geo at least until 11:30. mmmm water polo tryouts are this friday and monday, i still need to get my physical done! i've been procrastinating that little 20 minutes time at the doctor's since like january of last year. what else is new...well i have a teeny new crush on someone, but its not gonna go anywhere. believe me. i have the worst luck with boys that i actually like or have a crush on. WHATEVER. i dont have time for this!
GOOD DAY LA