im in love with

SOOOOO GEWD
especially when its so hot that your skin sticks to your leather couches knowwhatimean??
my remedy to this hell weather
i've been living on mostly b-b-big icebars and sushi
i need to drink somoa water. i never drink even a full cup of water in a day and we need like what 8 cups?? i hate HATE arrowhead water though and sink water even with the purifier thing..it tastes suspicious. dasani water is ok i like evian too but my favorite water is FIJIIIII (mostly because of their bottle)
i already wrote a blog about water so yea deja vu for yuh.

it was another flamin hot cheetos day at church aaand yeah church was the usual. except how my plans failed one after another. first NRB then julies house then swimming then karans house then the mall. i swear me and crystal are cursed with a curse that wont let us hang out. that is NOT cool.
should i go to retreat? im not even sure if i can..i should though but strictly for God but thats the thing i only go for friends and to have fun =/ i've gotten so far from God. i dont even know what to say. He's not a part of my daily life except when i pray. i dont know what to do though and where to start. laziness is a big problem and my fear of being hypocritical is another. i keep pushing Him down on my priorities and it doesnt bother me as much as me not buying the earrings i wanted or not being able to go out. church has become more of a vacation than a place to learn and worship. it seems like im more focused on fellowship than worship. im scared to put more effort into God.

summer school all over again LAST WEEK THOUGH YAAY AND A YUHH!
i forgot my sketchbook and its due tomorrow and i need to color the shit out of it
~hwaiting! <---HAHA gaaaaay

-C