hawai'i

ish always beautiful.
i've been here since last friday and it seems like i've been here for weeks. im leaving tomorrow night and its pretty bittersweet to leave here. im staying with my other ohana relatives at the hokua(?) condo. its right next to the beach and on the 24th level so it has the most amazing view. if i look out the window right now i see shades of blue of the ocean and tennis courts galore and a borders bookstore and the streets. yep its aaaall good. i miss some people and i feel so lost in civilization and communication with everyone. i feel like everyone in LA are becoming best friends and im slowly becoming an outcast tehee. i've done a variety of things here uhhh nothing too related to tourism cause i did that shit two years ago. ughh..i hate touring. i liked this trip cause it was more personal and more casual and i got to experience the life of a local. ate garlic/spicy shrimp from a truck, nearly died from the warm but killer waves, swimming at the condo's pool brimming at the top with water,sunbathed on a comfy round chair thingiemajigger..(continued now at 7:55 before i was rudely interrupted by brother) ,watched the orphan which was more annoying than scary but ended up staying wide awake the entire night, ate ate and ate, lounging around, loitering around, dave&bustas is always fun esp. the trivia game. only thing i bought so far is a honolulu fire department tank idk why i bought that but it caught my aye. had a dream last night that karen hated me and i was devastated, dont remember the rest. uhhh i love spam.
im not in the mood to blahg but i need to post somethin so i post this.
that's all