insomnia

Last Saturday Before Summer School.
yeah so last night i suffered insomnia and it led to me thinking about random shit about people, places, things to do, and even an overview of my life.

thought #1
you know, i've always wanted to learn how to skateboard and just own it. like ryan sheckler status without the lazy eye. im hoping someone patient will teach me sooner or later and some day, maybe some day i'll actually save money to get myself a skateboard =]

#2
"if you keep up the way you're studying, you'll be at mountain sac anthony in 3 years...eat dinner." says mom [translated from korean]
and i've finally come to say amen to that remark. i dont agree with mt sac being entirely bad and its underrated, if you're planning to transfer. but i see myself at maybe pasadena art, but i dont know what to expect..im a sophmore now. i dont even really mind the "world ending in 2012" because im too damn lazy to even start my career. i'd rather go to heaven and talk to my aunt.

#3
i hate having insominiatic nights.

#4
i finally got over my fear of scenes from "The Uninvited".
that movie wasnt even that scary, but i kept imagining the dead mother crawling next to the bed and her rising in front of my bed post pointing and crying "murderer!" i hated that bitch for 3 nights.

#5
really gay, but i made up this scenario to try and help me fall asleep which epic failed but i'll post it up just for kicks.
all this takes place in harry potter's world and so im at the Weasley's house at the Burrow and i couldnt sleep so i went to Fred and George's room and asked them for a sleeping potion and then i got one out of this cabinet and i drank it. i actually swallowed my spit in place of the potion. haaaah!

i gave up on trying to sleep and decided to watch the sunrise. but i was too scared because i kept imagining right when i opened the curtains some thief or creepy guy would be right at my window staring at me. i keep thinking of all these scenarios that scare me. my mind's filled with trash&i want to wring it out like a sponge. instead i laid in bed and watched my room slowly fill with light. i heard my house waking up and fell asleep at around 7am to the voices of my parents. i woke up several times and fell asleep several times. i finally woke up at 1 to "hello, my name is Dr. Greenthumb.." [ringtone] b'cuz bestbud karan called me. started my day off with an "overview" of some people with her.

on a lighter note.
i made myself a sandwich to a quiet house and ate it while watching 50 most cutest child stars all grown up.